Written by @rosemoonweaver Art by @dmsilvisart Rating: Explicit Word Count: 20,774 Archive Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Tags: Canon Divergent, Post Season 12, Eileen Lives, Canon Typical Violence, Case Fic, Magic, Vaginal Sex, First Kiss, Dean/Castiel (side pairing), discussions of past character death Summary: Sam is reeling after Eileen shows up, alive and totally unscathed, at the Winchester’s door. He’d seen her dead with his own two eyes, but apparently that’s just another one in the cruel string of fake-outs, near misses, and actual deaths his life has become these past thirteen years. He should be grateful that she’s alive, and he certainly is, but now he’s faced with the a reality that is somehow even worse. He’s still got feelings for her, and his drive to make sure she doesn’t wind up actually dead this time are putting a damper on whatever chance he thought they could have had at a real relationship. He doesn’t doubt her abilities, but he has no idea if he’s strong enough to make that leap.
Posting February 19th
Dean pulls a silver switchblade from his shirt pocket and flicks it open. He gestures of the creature’s hand, and she stretches it out for him, her eyes still on Sam. She flinches when the blade slides across her skin, but there is no smoke. Dean pockets it and repeats the process with holy water. Still no smoke. No hissing. No issues. Just a slightly wetter looking Eileen.
“See? I’m not a shifter. Or a demon. It’s just me.”
Sam exhales and lowers the gun. “How?”
“How what?”
“How aren’t you dead?” Dean asks.
“I saw your body. I had to make sure. You were – it was a hellhound,” Sam says.
Eileen’s face falls and she drops her arms. “I was on a plane until three days ago. I took a greyhound to Wichita.”
“But I -”
“I wasn’t me,” she says, “maybe you were mistaken – “
“No. It had your face. It was meant to be you. I was supposed to see you.”
“Oh, Sam.” Eileen comes forward, wrapping her arms around him and nuzzling into his chest. Sam lets out a breath and allows his body to relax. His heart is thundering behind his ribs and he’s probably about to start crying, but he lets his free hand slide up and down Eileen’s back. She’s here. She’s real. She’s okay. Thank fuck.
Same. I once replied to a mutual and i got so anxious waiting for their interaction I just ended up deleting my tweet. It’s too much for my soft nougat heart.
lol. God, I feel that so hard. I only impulse tweet and even then I’m constantly worried some asshole is gonna wanna start an argument with me for 16 hours. And I’m long winded. I don’t do well with character limits.
I’ll just stick to liking things and retweeting videos of dogs or whatever. lol
Because I certainly do, and I love every single one of them and their work.
I was tagged by @purgatoan to name 10 songs I’m currently obsessed with. Thanks! (Why is there so much banjo on this list?)
1. Dear Fellow Traveler – Sea Wolf 2. Devil’s Backbone – The Civil Wars 3. Breezeblocks – Alt-J 4. 2 Heads – Coleman Hell 5. Meet Me in the Woods – Lord Huron 6. Ends of the Earth – Lord Huron 7. Howl – Florence + the Machine 8. What Kind of Man – Florence + the Machine 9. Sedated – Hozier 10. Rather Die – Barns Courtney
Okay. *snort* I’m searching for a fic I was reading while I was medicated and sick. That is your back story.
I remember thinking it was sweet and I wanted to comment on it but I didn’t for some reason. I fell asleep or got distracted who knows….again I was medicated.
I don’t remember if it was a ficlet on here or a longer on AO3 I just know I read it within the past two weeks. My brain remembered it today and now I want to go back and comment and give it the love it needs cuz I know it made me feel happy!
The ONLY line..i clearly remember is:
“Can I keep you Cas”
Is this anyone’s fic?
That line struck me cuz it reminded me of Casper the movie and that was the first movie my husband and I saw when we started dating so it’s “our movie”
reblogging this with tags to people whose ficlets normally come across my dash. In hopes that they either say “yeah I wrote that!” or “hey I reblogged that”
oh god not only do i hate that, i actually wrote soething about that as one of my fics
lol. Well at least it can be inspiring at times.
I’m just irritated because I actually have a fic idea but I need to find this stupid thing again so I don’t accidentally wind up copying it.
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