rosemoonweaver:

I’m gonna have a cup of tea and then I’m going to write one drag queen!James Novak embarrassing the shit out of poor Sam.

@wingsandimpalas
I can absolutely tag you (and anyone else who wants to be tagged) but jsyk it’s going to be Cas/Dean/Jimmy and posted on my other blog (@jamesnovakwinchester). It will likely be rated T or M depending on how far Jimmy’s mouth runs away with him.

@wingsandimpalas
Gods, yes.
It’s desperate and it’s terrible but it’s what they both need. They need that connection, that tiny little semblance of normal. It’s always a little too rough and they both wind up with bruises and scratches but it’s as close to comfort as they’re able to have. When everything is lost, at least they have each other, if only for moments at a time.
And Dean hates it. He hates himself and the world and Cas and everyone else, just because life’s not fair and it only ever hets worse. Cas is too drugged up to feel most things and Dean can’t blame him so he mostly ignores it. Still, there’s moments in between where it almost feels okay. Almost. But those moments never last and they’re both lost again.

@purgatoan
No worries, the original post was a few days ago. It’s definitely a little scary, but it’s been something I’ve been thinking about and questioning for a while. I’m just finally letting myself experiment and see what makes me the more comfortable in my own skin. But thank you! ❤

@whitmerule
Thanks! 🙂 

@wingsandimpalas
Thank you! I’m happy, too. And I think this is a good step in feeling more comfortable, hopefully. 

rosemoonweaver:

New headcanon: Princes of Hell are corrupted nephilim.

from @wingsandimpalas
Like It would explain why Dagon understood them so well and why lucifer left his child in her care specifically they’re more than likely children of seraphim or more than like the grigori which were the angel race in angel heart. They were called the watcher angels and in the book of Enoch the fall of the watchers was (according to Wikipedia) caused by giving rise to a race of hybrids known as the Nephilim. My mind is blown

I’m totally with you there. Like, the spn creation mythos is really murky at best, but the way I see it, if Lucifer is supposed to be King, the Princes should be special in some way. Knights of hell were the first demons after Lilith and while they were strong they weren’t anything more than just people who were turned demonic. I’m betting that in order to have a title higher than Knight you’d have to be something a lot more special than the first child of Eve and Adam. I like the idea that they’re the children of fallen angels, which is usually what nephilim are. 

Plus, there’s the yellow eyes thing. 

I know I was going say it does have like a positive impact as well but the word count got to me ��

No worries.
That’s the funny thing though, right? It’s this thing that should screw everything up but it doesn’t. Well, okay, there’s a hot minute in there where everything is totally screwed but then they all have to use words and have an actually discussion.