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“An Announcement”

Welcome to multi fandom – I share a ton of SPN, but also Resident Evil, Until Dawn, Marvel, and whatever else I please. It’s your blog, it should be about the things you love! =)

@majesticduxk said: it’s weird you know, I always just post what I want, and it never occurs to me no one else does… but I am glad you making moves to make your blog much more something you want!

@majesticjiminie said: I’m so glad you decided to just say, fuck it, and blog about what you want. It always surprises me when people don’t do that, cause I give no fucks and post everything, ha ha, so I’m glad you’ve decided not to worry anymore ❤

 @unforth-ninawaters said: Yaaas join me in posting multifandom chaos

@ltleflrt said: I think it’s funny you’re making an announcement. I just start reblogging my new loves and hope for the best lol

Thanks guys! I gotta say I was pretty nervous about it, but your support (and the support of everyone who liked my post) means a lot. I’m looking forward to the chaos a little bit, though, I gotta see. It’ll be fun to just do what I want now that I’ve given myself permission to do so. 

@whitmerule said: Good to know! 🙂 Personally I find reylo kind of creepy but that is why I have it blacklisted – and I follow you because I like you, so I still want you around. Certainly no shipping hate or blocking from this quarter.

You’re totally free to feel that way, I’ll just make sure I keep it tagged 🙂 

@wingstocarryon-replies said: Can’t wait! I love star wars and am interested in Reylo. Just like I love spn. Talk to me about either any time!

Lol, you sure? B/c I could talk about the reylo dynamic for days, probably. And like, the numerous narrative foils in the saga as a whole and various character arcs and all that fun stuff. I’ve been toying with a few posts for weeks now that deal with the ways different characters function as mentors and how successful they are/aren’t. I’ll extend the same offer to you, of course. Anytime you want to talk about star wars, or reylo, or spn, I’d love to chat. 

Reylo

I don’t know for certain, but I know it’s probably true that…

  • When little Ben Solo was a child he had an “imaginary friend”. He told his mother that this friend had eyes like embers and radiated sunshine. She only visited him when he was asleep. As he got older he convinced himself that it was just the imaginings of a child’s mind. 
  • When Rey was a child she’d hear a voice calling to her in the night. It was always the same, a scared little boy calling her name. It frightened her and she chalked it up to the winds of the desert. 
  • Kylo is absolutely in awe of Rey and all that she is. She is light, but she is not entirely kind. She’s not just sunshine, she’s an inferno and if she burns him alive then so be it. 
  • Sparring is always dangerous. Not because they never half-ass anything and use actual lightsabers, oh no. It’s dangerous because after a half-hour of working up a sweat and chasing each other around someone is gonna get pinned to the nearest flat surface and devoured. 
  • Rey initiates their first kiss. 
  • The first time they have sex it’s a mess. It’s not “good” because they’re both scared out of their minds. Neither has been with another person before and they’d both heard all the horror stories. There’s a lot of crying and kissing and shushing and hushed declarations of love. 
  • The Force Bond they share has led to a lot of very awkward situations but it’s also led to some very… interesting applications of The Force. (None of which the old Jedi would approve of at all.) 
  • His pet name for her is “sweetheart”. Rey isn’t the pet name type, really, unless “quit hogging the bed you overgrown doof” counts. 
  • The first big fight they got into (that was actually a fight like couples have and not war related) resulted in the leveling of a Sith temple, hoarse voices all around, and Ben’s three-night exile to the Falcon. 
  • It took a lot of time for Ben to not be a little grossed out by the way Rey inhales food. He kept having to remind himself where she grew up and that she’d gotten used to eating before anyone could take it from her but it was one of the few things he absolutely did not find endearing about her.
  • Rey actually feels pretty bad about the scar she left on his face. He’s endless amused by this fact and will of course tell anyone who asks. He keeps trying to tell her she should use it to her advantage as it cements her places as the most feared force user in the galaxy, but she still feels bad about it. 
  • They get married on Naboo, because of course they do. 

I don’t know it for certain, but I know it’s probably true

@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “Alrighty.  I’m antsy and…”

I get exactly that feeling and it always leaves me this unpleasant feeling like “oh god do I unconsciously still want him” but I truly don’t think that’s it. I think it’s precisely that we do still have things that we need to process about those relationships – in my case I can still get pissed about things he said and did 15 years ago of I think about it too much – and for some reason that processes in fucked up dreams? (And you didn’t specify but mine are usually

Sexual which is extra uncomfortable because if that son of a bitch ever tried to touch me again…shuddering just imagining it ugh)

It does make sense that our brains would still try to process things. I think I read somewhere that one of the functions of dreams is to help you problem solve, so it does make sense that that would be part of what’s going on. Still, I almost wish my brain wouldn’t decide to try to fix *that* particular problem. 

And yeah, unfortunately mine are usually sexual. Which pisses me off even more because he was a piece of shit who didn’t respect boundaries. Which, I guess could be my brain again trying to work things out. I definitely think if I ever came face to face with him again I’d hurt him. And if he even tried to touch me? Forget it. He’d lose a finger or two. I kinda almost wish I could break his face, but that wouldn’t really solve anything.

I will say that last night I dreamed he answered the door naked and apparently my brain decided to seriously under-represent parts of his anatomy so that makes me laugh a little. He was the type who thought his dick was the answer to everything so I guess I can laugh at that. 

@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “Alrighty.  I’m antsy and irritated and prone to being a bit snapish…”

Fwiw it’s been a decade plus since I dumped my first serious boyfriend and I still occasionally have dreams about him (and like you my response to this oh god no no no no). I know it’s disquieting but try not to let it get you down, brains are just fricken weird.

Thank you. That actually does make me feel a lot better. I know I still have some hang-ups about our relationship because of a lot of personal stuff I don’t really want to get into, but I almost felt like my own brain was trying to trick me into wanting him back or something. It’s irritating, but knowing that it happens to other people does help a lot. 

Would you ever write Reylo? If yes, AU or canon?

Yes, absolutely. And both. 

Currently I have a few ideas floating in my head, one with very inappropriate use of the force and another dealing with the aftermath of Crait and all that. I may or may not have one of those open in my docs right now. 

The AU idea I have has been haunting me for a few weeks. Frontier/Gunslinger AU with outlaw!Kylo and law woman!Rey. She’s hunting him down for personal reasons (don’t know what those are yet but they’re a big deal) but he’s not what she expected at all. Should be fun. Don’t wanna say too much about it because I really shouldn’t be thinking about it right now b/c I have other projects to worry about. 

Ask me: would you ever write…

@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “@unforth-ninawaters …”

But I don’t want to watch it with the potato and I’m too exhausted to stay up and watch it tonight- I’m hoping to see it tomorrow. It’s been so long since I watched SPN that this will be my first episode with Donna! I’m excited…which is nice it’s been ages since I’ve been excited about new canon content related to SPN.

I get that. You probably wont be able to enjoy it much either with the potato or if you’re too tired. Tomorrow is a good idea. 

I super love Donna. She’s delightful. And I’m glad you’re excited! I’ll definitely be nice to enjoy some new canon content and potentially a whole new show! It’s all very exciting and it makes me happy that so many people are enthusiastic about it!!