*hugs* you’re value isn’t determined by if you write, take a break if you need to while you heal
*hugs*
Thank you. Maybe I should take a little break? I can always read instead.
*hugs* you’re value isn’t determined by if you write, take a break if you need to while you heal
*hugs*
Thank you. Maybe I should take a little break? I can always read instead.

@unforth-ninawaters
Replying to all via one screen shot doober.
Yeah. I mean, I was mostly going off myself there. I’ve done 150k so far this year. And its fricken July. I could potentially get to 300k this year and it’s more than I’ve written in a long time. More than I’ve written since I told pro writting to shove it, anyway.
But yeah, I mean, if you took a random work from anyone who writes AUs and changed the names how easily could you tell they were supposed to be Cas or Dean or Sam or whoever? We might be able to, but could the general public? Probably not. They feel like Dean or Cas or Sam because we know how we interpret those characters from screen to text but honestly? They’re archetypes. Fleshed out archetypes with personalities and flaws and all but there are characters like Sam and Dean and Cas in everything, they just have different quirks and speech patterns and histories. We see the characters in an AU as spn characters because we’re told to by the author. I was talking to @samanddeaninpanties the other day about how easy it would be for me to switch names around in a recent fic and turn into into a different ship fic. If I changed the names completely and a few details, it would totally be an original fic. It would be easy.
And after all, how many fan authors have taken down fics to turn them into original work?
I dunno, I just get so frustrated. Fan artists can make money off their art and that’s acceptable but fan writers somehow shouldn’t. We work hard, too. If I want to set up a donation site or charge one cent per word for a commission, I’m going to. I’m really glad the tides are changing, too, because it’s always seemed so unfair to me that writers “shouldn’t” make money off their work. Yeah, I barely edit my stuff, so that’s probably a mark against it’s quality but I still put work into it. And hell, if I am getting paid I’ll put more work into fixing it but as it is I’m not so I don’t care as much.
I dunno. I just know fan fuc writers are some of the most dedicated writers I’ve ever met. What we do is hard and it’s just as meaningful and artistic as anything else.

@unforth-ninawaters
The fact that people will not pay at least $5 for 1k is so sad. It probably comes from that whole “everyone can write” notion. Yeah, sure, anyone could in theory but not everyone does. Ugh. I will contain my ranting.
If you’re a professional or semi-professional I say anything under 3 cents (US dollar) per word is unacceptable. I think I read the current rate for writing is anywhere between 3 and 30 cents per word for freelance. It’s been a while though, so maybe that’s inaccurate now. My opinion is that fan authors shouldn’t charge less than 1 cent per word. Yes, that means 1k is $10 but thats still less than semi-pro and it’s a steal for the buyer. They’re getting custom art, afterall.
But, ya know, writing isn’t valued the same way drawing or painting is so the idea of charging $10 for 1k seems nuts to a lot of people.
I think if more fan authors knew the rates and charged accordingly people would be willing to pay. As it is, charging a rate of one penny per word seems like you’re charging too much, esp when writers undercut themselves at the get go. If everyone charged more it wouldn’t seem so outlandish though.

@unforth-ninawaters
In terms of like, actually getting anything done or coming to an understanding I agree, but I am really into performance debating. Which is ironic, I suppose, because most of the things that need calm, rational, reasonable discussions wind up being performances.

@unforth-ninawaters
Exactly! Imma keep doing what I’m doing. People can leave if they really want but I’m having fun so 😛
I love that it went to charity too. I spent most of year suicidal so I wanted to get the semicolon to commemorate that because I survived dammit. My hold up has been that I want to get a variation – like, I’ve seen pictures where it’s integrated into a picture of a butterfly, that kind of thing – but haven’t yet decided what I want. That and money. 🙂
I can completely understand that. If there’s ever a reason to get a commemorative tattoo, surviving that year is definitely it!
I’ve seen those variations, too. I really like the Sol Invincus one, (the one with one dot and six tails around it in a circle) but I just haven’t added to it yet. You could always just get the semicolon and add a variation later, if you wanted. (But it’s probably easier to get the whole thing done at once.)
I’ve been wanting to get one of those…
I got mine about… two years ago? I think? It was for a fundraiser for the local suicide and crisis hotline in town. If you went to one of the tattoo parlors they specified on a specific day the profits on the tattoo went to the help line.
I think I paid $70 for the tattoo and tip.
I got it for the charity and the symbolism, as someone who’s struggled with mental health issues basically all my life. It’s been a good reminder that nothing is really permanent unless I choose to make it that way on several occasions.
Profoundfall disappeared from Tumblr in Feb, I’ve been worried but what can we do? Seeing this got me all excited again, I thought you’d written it for her now. 😦 I hope she’s ok…
Me, too. 😦 When I was searching blogs yesterday and it said the blog has been inactive for about two months which makes me both sad and hopeful. I just hope they’re okay, honestly.
*lots of hugs* This is a big choice!! Good for you, going for it – figuring out how to be most comfortable in your own skin. <3
*hugs* ❤ Thank you.

@unforth-ninawaters
Will do! And the same goes for me.
And about meeting people, yeah, that’s pretty much what it’s about for me, too. The fandom stuff is great for helping in that respect though, cause at least then I know I have some common interest with people.