*hugs* this stuff is hard to navigate and I’m sorry you’ve been feeling like this. I don’t have a lot of experience with genderfluidity IRL, but a sibling of mine is trans, and I’ve seen a lot of her emotional journey. It’s so hard to feel constantly unsure of yourself. I’m here if you want to talk.

*hugs* Thank you. That means a lot to me, honestly.
It’s definitely a struggle that I’m trying to wrap my head around right now, but the support I’m getting from my friends and followers right now means the world to me and it helps me feel not so bad about myself.
Thank you. 🙂

oh that’s the “cure” I hate the most

Honestly, me, too. Like, she doesn’t even know that I’m not Christian so I think that makes it even worse. Like, what, am I just supposed to pray harder and suddenly I’ll feel better? I’ve tried. I tried for years to pray away all the “bad” things that were wrong with me but it didn’t work. I wish instead of trying to figure out how to “talk to me” about my illness and get me to go to church with her she’d actually talk to me about it and listen when I tell her it’s a illness, not a mindset 

#8 and #35

8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
I already answered this one, but I’m gonna say another thing. I just recently put some finishing touches on my DCJ BB and it’s the longest thing I’ve ever written. I’m so proud of myself for accomplishing it and writing 60k of it in just a few months. I’m really freaking excited about posting it. 

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
Stressing myself out. I’m an anxious person as it is, so it just takes a couple of little things or one big thing to turn me into a ball of stress. I hate it, but I don’t seem to know what “balance” means. 

Talk about stuff with me!