There’s a line between not doing things because I want to avoid being taxing and between not doing things because I’m too worried about other people.
I just have no idea where that line is.
There’s a line between not doing things because I want to avoid being taxing and between not doing things because I’m too worried about other people.
I just have no idea where that line is.
I’m so fucking bored.
Man I really need to get some writing done but literally all my brain wants to fixate on is whether Ben’s a hot rollers or curling iron kind of guy.

Nice.
I was tagged by @belabee! Thanks!
rules: tag fifteen people you would like to get to know better
I’m too lazy to tag. Consider yourselves tagged if you wanna do this.
In other, highly shocking news, I hate my father. I’m never allowed to have my own fucking problems without hearing “welcome to my world” and bitching about his problems.
Newsflash, asshole, my problems are because of you! If you weren’t abusive I wouldn’t be as fucked up as I am now! If you weren’t a useless drunk I wouldn’t’ve had to give up on everything I ever wanted. I don’t give a fuck that you did one thing two weeks ago, I’m picking up after you, doing your laundry, cooking your meals, fetching and carrying for you and literally everyone else in this house and I swear to god if people don’t start treating me with a little respect I’m going to lose my goddamn mind!
Fuck you, asshole! You ruined my life! If I want to complain about the fact that I can’t even have half a pot of coffee to myself I’m gonna fucking complain and you can shut your goddamn mouth because literally no one cares that your friends don’t listen to you. NO ONE listens to me. No one respects me. No one even thinks about what I need or want or do until I crash and the dishes pile up and I don’t move for 18 hours at a time. Eat a dick, dad.
Whenever I see mutuals I haven’t talked to in a while like or reblog stuff I post or reblog I’m surprised. Like wow, you haven’t unfollowed me yet? Even though I’m an inconsistent disaster? You know you can right?
I probably shouldn’t complain but it has been an absolute shit year for my writing so far. I’ve posted about 25,000 words so far and landed myself a whopping 35 kudos.
Stand back guys, I don’t think I can handle all this productivity. /s
I wanna know who the fuck stole my will to write and which parking lot do I have to throw down in to get it back.
Writing is slamming out an epic battle in one afternoon and then getting stuck on how a character walks across the room for three weeks
I think it’s important you all know what my favorite emoji is.
It’s this one 🙃