My dcj bang posts tomorrow. I’m back to being really fucking excited about it.

Don’t you just love it when you’re tyrin to set up a draft of a challenge for easy posting and your computer freaks out and freaking posts it. And then you have to delete the whole thing and start over.

So I’ve had some time to think and I’ve decided I’m dropping out of the Wincest and DeanCas Big Bangs. JIB has definitely made me feel better, but I’m not in the best mental place regardless so taking on several large writing projects is not in my best interest. I’ve been using writing to avoid dealing with my own issues and, obviously, it’s not working. So I need to really work on getting myself better and quit avoiding my own problems.

HOWEVER

I’m not going to stop writing completely. I have a few things I still want to do and fics I’m going to post so I’m not giving up on it. I’m just cutting back and cutting myself some slack. I’ve still got my DCJ BB which posts Thursday (5/25) and a few rare pairs this month, plus the poly bingo. I’m sorry to those who wanted to see my other two BBs but I gotta put myself first. Posting smaller things at my own pace will be better for me, I think.

But, if you’re interested in my DCJ BB or want to be tagged in smaller stuff I post, let me know or add yourself to my tag list.

I’m still writing, just taking things slower, and I think I just needed a shock to see that I need to go easier on myself and quit pushing so hard.

Thanks, friends. ❤

Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly, and send it to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable). SPREAD POSITIVITY! ♡

Hmmmm. Well, if it’s non-negotiable I guess I have no choice. lol

1) I have pretty eyes.
2) I’ve been known to write some good stuff from time to time.
3) I’ve got a cute nose.
4) I’m curious about things.
5) I can cook a damn good steak.

400 Followers!!!

Well, technically it’s 406 but still. It’s over 400. Yay!

Thank you to all the lovely beans who promoted me ( @samanddeaninpanties @dreamsfromthebunker , @ladysimoriah , @purgatoan , @ihitpostlimitidkwhattodonow )

So now, the question is what to do about it. Last time I tried to give fics to people that pretty much fell through.
I could attempt some aesthetic/mood board/whatever the heck those things are with ships. That could be fun.
I’ve already done a forever follow.
I have no money for a giveaway.
I dunno, what do you guys think I should do? I’m open to ideas. What would you like to do?

I thought I hit 400 followers there for a moment but it turns out it was just a bot
It’s back to 399 I suppose.

It’s been an icky day. It’s been raining and cold and I went looking for a job and then had a panic attack and cried. Now I’m cuddled up in a blanket and I’m gonna try to get some fun writing done. At least I have a fresh Dr. Pepper.

Its ok to like villains as long as u constantly assure us all that you KNOW they ate kittens and pooped on jesus

@smols-darklighter being salty (via i-am-thesenate)

I did the thing!

Now I’m going to reward myself and catch up on fanfic!

I’m behind on my character appreciation posts but don’t worry, I’m still planning on doing them, I’ve just been in a weird brain-head-mind-fog thing for the past few days.