Alrighty.

I’m antsy and irritated and prone to being a bit snapish today b/c last night I had yet another dream involving my ex. I don’t know why he keeps haunting me, but he is so I’m frustrated (at myself) because it’s been four years and I really don’t want to see this asshole anymore.

So that’s where I’m at. I don’t know what difference it makes but I just felt like saying something.

5 Things Game

I was tagged by @gabrielthemoose to list off five things in different categories. Thanks!

5 Things you’ll find in my bag

My car keys
A chocolate bar
A lighter
A book of some kind
My wallet

5 Things you’ll find in my room

A futon
My altar
My knitting stuff
Three plastic tubs with books in them
A white board

5 Things that make me happy

Vanilla lattes
Rainy days
My brothers
Copal incense
Really good Mexican food

5 Things I’m currently into

Star Wars
Panic! At the Disco’s Death of the Bachelor album (I’m way late on that one, I know.)
Loom Knitting
Stickers
Reading

5 Things on my to-do list

Write my Sastiel BB
Write some short fic b/c it’s been two months and I need validation
More writing
Call the doctors office in the morning – make an appointment
Buy my brother a birthday present (not the one who just had a birthday, the one who has one coming up).

I tag whoever wants to do this. Could be fun!

It’s one of those days where I go “how much of an asshole do I feel like being today?”

The answer is, aparently: willing to get into arguments over things that don’t *really* matter.

My book finally, /finally/ shipped.

I’m sorry I haven’t really been engaged much over the past month or so. It’s the depression. I’m just tired and apathetic.

I feel like I’ve been accumulating salt and ire recently. I keep wondering when I’m gonna snap (it’s not a question of if) and just what’s gonna do it.

Perhaps I should tread lightly.

I would very much like to opt out of having emotions. Or at the very least having lots of emotions in quick succession.

I should do character appreciation posts again. Those were fun

So I’m a moron. I ordered a new phone case but they don’t make cases for my phone on redbubble anymore (galaxy note 5) so I looked at dimensions of my phone and ordered galaxy 8 case. It’s long enough but not nearly wide enough. Because I only looked a length and not width. (Again, I’m super smart.)

So now I’m gonna try again. I’ll send it back and order a new one, this time a galaxy 6 edge plus b/c those dimensions fit.

Hopefully.

Maaaaan. I just spent two hours trying to add my thoughts to a discussion about something I think is important in fandom and I’m still stuck in my own head. Maybe I need to walk around a bit.