1 – winjimstiel (or, if you’d rather, wincestiel, wincest, jimstiel, sastiel, sam/jimmy) 2 – pirate au, creature au, or serial killer au. 3 – haha, good luck keeping that three sentences đŸ˜‰

“Sam – no – “ Jimmy tries to shove at Sam’s chest but it’s as if all strength has left his body. Somewhere, deep in his awareness, he’s panicking, screaming, thrashing against the magic that makes his body feel weak and numb, but that voice, that understanding of the situation, feels far away. Jimmy mumbles something and relents only vaguely conscious of the warmth of his own blood running down his neck and Sam’s suckling. 

I’m on my phone, so I can’t copy 500 words of text… But the ending of Trigger Happy. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” I’m curious what the point was of making Sam so mysterious after the fact. I’m pretty firmly in the “it was loaded” camp and it was kinda annoying that he wouldn’t say one way or another when it was all said and done. Then again, he’s a killer, so maybe I’m expecting too much from him. ;)

Here’s a little snippet of the end of Trigger Happy for those who are curious: 

Jimmy rolled his eyes. Well, Sam did say get him back. He really should have asked for clarification. “And could you put that goddamn thing down please?”

Sam rolled his eyes and set the gun on the bed. Jimmy sighed, pulling himself up on his feet. His knees popped. Great. He was gonna be sore for a while. “By the way,” Jimmy said, making his way to the bathroom. He needed a hot shower to relax his muscles and take care of his fear boner, “that thing wasn’t loaded, was it?”

“Wouldn’t you like to know.”

I waffled so much on the “is it loaded, is it not loaded” thing. I almost had Jimmy pick it up and pull the trigger (aiming at the wall, for course) but that’s stupid and dangerous and while these guys are killers I can’t see them firing a weapon in a motel room. That’s shit that gets you caught. 

In the end, I kinda wanted it to be up to the reader. I think the doubt and the thought that yeah, that gun could’ve been loaded and Sam could’ve pulled the trigger either on purpose or on accident makes the whole thing more frightening than if I told you whether it was or wasn’t. It’s the unsettling horror of “maybe” after all is said and done. I would hope that readers would come away wondering and then come to their own conclusions. Is Sam the kind of person to pull a loaded gun on a lover or was it just a fear tactic? Was Jimmy in real danger? What are the implications of it either way? 

Ultimately, I know what I was thinking when I wrote it, but I’m not too keen on telling anyone how to read it. It’s open to interpretation. I will say, though, that the fact that Sam wasn’t going to tell Jimmy whether or not the gun was loaded probably has something to do with the downright sadistic streak he has in this AU. 

Thanks! 

Top 5 Fan Fics (That I Personally Have Written)

Alright, fair’s fair. I started it so I guess I gotta. 

1. Some Things Last (E, Cas/Dean/Jimmy, 61,706 words) 
This is my absolute favorite thing I’ve ever written. It’s so close to my heart because it’s the first time I really allowed characters to make mistakes I’d usually punish them to hell and back for but instead I allowed them to be happy. It means a lot to me and I worked really hard on it. 
2. Forget-Me-Not (T, Cas/Meg, 3,966 words) 
This was because I wanted to write something that dealt with grief and I was still mad that Meg’s death hasn’t been acknowledged. Because I love Meg and I love Megstiel. It’s short but it’s one of my favorite fics. (AND I SWEAR this has a happy ending.) 
3. Four Can Play At That Game (E, Cas/Dean/Jimmy/Sam, 5,422 words) 
This is all @samanddeaninpanties fault because she sent me a gif and it got waaay out of hand. This was one fic I had a blast writing, though, and sometimes I even go back and read it because it amuses me so much. 
4. Angel Lust (E, Jimmy/Sam, 2,582 words) 
I would strongly suggest heeding the tags here. It’s… definitely not something I usually do. It’s a fic within my serial killer ‘verse, Peacemaker, and it’s an odd mix of dark comedy and twisted straight up murder. It was a lot of fun to write though, in an odd way. I really enjoy the ‘verse especially because our four mains are horrible, horrible people. (And the whole reason for it is a very subtle, mostly for myself, dig at certain very dumb arguments about shipping and necrophilia…) 
5. The First Loves of Dean Winchester (M, Dean/OMCs, Dean/OFCs, Dean/Robin, 1,866 words) 
I really liked this little fic thingy I wrote b/c I felt like writing it. There’s really no rhyme or reason to it, it’s just four vignettes about the first times Dean kisses and has sex with women and men. I was fun and a nice chance for me to just play around a bit. No pressure, but fun. 

@maliciouslycreative @samanddeaninpanties @mayalaen there I did the thing 😛 

Trigger Happy

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Kinktober Day 10: Gunplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings: Gunplay, Oral Sex, Rough Oral Sex, Face-Fucking, Pistol-Whipping, Under-negotiated Kink, Dubious Consent, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Choking, Asphyxiation, Fear Play, Impact Play, Facials, Dom Sam, Sub Jimmy Novak, Dom/sub, Bad gun safety, Implied Winjimstiel, Implied/Referenced Incest, Castiel/Jimmy mentioned, Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer ‘Verse
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Trigger Happy

Kinktober Day 10: Gunplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings: Gunplay, Oral Sex, Rough Oral Sex, Face-Fucking, Pistol-Whipping, Under-negotiated Kink, Dubious Consent, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Choking, Asphyxiation, Fear Play, Impact Play, Facials, Dom Sam, Sub Jimmy Novak, Dom/sub, Bad gun safety, Implied Winjimstiel, Implied/Referenced Incest, Castiel/Jimmy mentioned, Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer ‘Verse
AO3 Link

Sam’s fingers tightened around Jimmy’s neck as he gulped, his Adam’s apple bobbing against Sam’s palm.

“You’re going to do exactly what I tell you, do you understand?” Sam asked.

Jimmy nodded, biting his lip. He tried not to let his eyes trail down to the gun in Sam’s left hand, but they did anyway.

“If you’re a good boy I won’t have to use it,” Sam said, “is that clear?”

Jimmy nodded again, though this time the butt of the gun collided with his cheek. “Fuck,” he groaned.

“I said,” Sam tightened his hand around Jimmy’s throat, shoving him more firmly against the wall, “is that clear?”

“Yes,” Jimmy gasped, “yes, sir.” His lungs were already burning and the tears in his eyes were making everything blur together in a watery mess.

Sam let go of his throat and Jimmy gasped, pulling in harsh gulps of air. His heart was racing and the room around him was starting to spin. He stumbled a bit as Sam stepped back and shoved him to his knees. Jimmy caught himself with his hands as Sam hovered above him.

Sam undid his belt and pants before grabbing Jimmy by the scruff of the neck and shoving Jimmy’s face into his crotch. Jimmy groaned, breathing in Sam’s musky scent. He took to nuzzling his nose against the outline of Sam’s hardening cock, breathing hot against it as he went. Jimmy mouthed at Sam’s swelling cock, leaving wet marks against the fabric. He sucked at the head once he reached it, pulling it into his mouth, cotton and all. He took at much as he could into his mouth, but the elastic made it difficult and he had to back off after an inch or so. Still, he continued to suck and drool on Sam’s cock.

Sam held him down by the scruff of his neck, the head of his dick all Jimmy could get past his lips. Jimmy teased at what he could guess was the slit through the wet underwear. Sam thrust his hips, knocking Jimmy off balance and gagging him. Sam chuckled.

“You’d think you never had a dick in your mouth with the way you act,” Sam said.

“Well, it’s a little hard with the – “

Sam jerked Jimmy’s head backward, making him hiss. “Did I tell you you could speak?” Sam asked.

“No.”

“No what?”

“No, sir,” Jimmy hissed through his teeth.

Sam released his head, stepping back, then frowning. “How Cas was ever able to train you, I’ll never understand.” He clucked his tongue raising the gun. “It’s a damn shame, really.” He pulled back the hammer.

“Sam, what are you doing?” Jimmy asked, scrambling backward on the threadbare carpet.

“Didn’t I tell you not to say anything?” Sam asked. His voice was even as he stalked forward with his gun in Jimmy’s face.

“Seriously, Sam, what are you doing?” Jimmy’s voice squeaked as his feet hit the wall behind him.

Sam pressed the barrel of the gun to Jimmy’s forehead. Jimmy gulped. “Is it loaded?” Jimmy whispered. The cold metal left his skin, and for a moment Jimmy sighed in relief. Then the butt of the gun collided with his other cheek. He cried out, covering his face with his hand. God, that was a good hit. Probably split his cheek open. Sure enough, when he pulled his hand away there was blood on his fingers.

“Don’t say another word. Are we clear?” Sam asked. He stood up straight, all six foot something of intimidating asshole looming over him with a sick little smile on his lips. He really was terrifying when he got in one of his moods. He could be a nice guy, or as nice as anyone who murdered people for a living could be, but every once in a while Jimmy was reminded of just how cold he could be. Apparently, Sam looming over him with a gun and a smile was one of those times.

Jimmy nodded. He kept his hands on his knees to keep them from shaking.

Sam brought the gun back, pressing the barrel to Jimmy’s lips. “Open,” he said. Jimmy did.  

He nearly pulled away when it slid against his tongue, but kept still. His mouth watered against the awful tang of metal but he kept his eyes on Sam. He was still smiling that slick smile Jimmy had never had the misfortune of having directed at him. He’d seen it enough, though. It was that wicked look Sam got when their targets started begging. If there had been any question as to whether or not Sam got off on the power of having someone else’s life in his hands, there wasn’t now. Jimmy barely resisted the shudder that tingled down his spine and settled in his crotch. In spite of all else, his dick was interested.

“Now,” Sam said, “be a good boy and suck.”

Jimmy closed his lips around the barrel, sucking on it as Sam slid it further in until his lips touched the trigger guard and the sight was brushing the back of his throat.

“That’s it,” Sam said, “like you’re sucking a cock.” Jimmy slid off the gun at the same time Sam pulled it back, building a slow rhythm as Jimmy got used to the feeling against his tongue. He was drooling a little too much, but he didn’t dare move his hand to try and wipe the spit from his chin. He just kept his eyes locked on Sam and kept his movements even.

Above him, Sam’s smile faltered as he licked his lips. His breath came out a little more ragged, and his eyes seemed unfocused in that way that could only mean arousal. He was also palming his cock, which was still trapped behind his underwear.

Sam pulled the gun away one final time and stopped Jimmy from following with a hand on his arm. Jimmy bit his lip and waited as Sam dropped his pants and underwear, pulling his cock out and stroking. He brushed the tip of his cock against Jimmy’s lips and chin, smearing pre-come as he went.

“Open,” Sam said, slipping his dick past Jimmy’s lips. He ran his hand through Jimmy’s hair, jerking his head upwards so he couldn’t look anywhere but the ceiling. Sam thrust his hips, his dick sliding across Jimmy’s tongue and nudging at the back of his throat. Jimmy gagged.

Sam pulled his hard harder, making him groan. “Just relax,” Sam said, “just sit there and take it. Good boys don’t react.” There was laughter in his voice and Jimmy barely resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Leave it to Sam to turn his own words against him.

Sam’s next slide was more forceful, and Jimmy sputtered around his cock. He breathed in through his nose as Sam gave a few more shallow thrusts, willing himself to relax his throat enough to let Sam slide down. It wasn’t the easiest thing in the world. He was still very much away for the gun Sam had in his other hand. Or, he assumed Sam was still holding it. He hadn’t heard it drop and he couldn’t see it.

Jimmy concentrated on his breathing, pulling air in through his nose slow and deep in the moments that Sam’s cock wasn’t down his throat. The musky taste of pre-come slid across his tongue and Jimmy longed to swallow. As it was he was drooling all over himself. Jimmy rolled his eyes. That must be an attractive sight.

Sam grunted above him, his fists gripping tighter in Jimmy’s hair and sending pinpricks of pain and pleasure through his skull and down his spine. Jimmy wanted to hiss, but he couldn’t do more than sputter. He could slide his hands up Sam’s legs, resting one on his thigh while the other edged towards his balls. He cupped them in his palm, rolling the smooth sack in his hand, letting his long fingers slide back to the soft flesh between Sam’s legs.

“Fuck,” Sam groaned, rocking forward harder. Jimmy redoubled his efforts, pressing the tips of his fingers hard to where he thought Sam’s prostate was while rolling Sam’s balls in his palm.

“Shit,” Sam laughed. He moaned louder, his thighs started to quiver under Jimmy’s hand. His breath was more grunt and groan than anything else before he thrust in one more time, holding Jimmy tight as he buried himself down his throat. Jimmy held his breath waiting for Sam’s release. He wasn’t coming. Jimmy swallowed on reflex, but all Sam did was moan.

He couldn’t breathe, not with Sam down his throat, and he couldn’t help the fact that he panicked. He pushed at Sam’s thighs, trying to pull himself off Sam’s cock, but Sam kept him steady. Sam didn’t let go until Jimmy’s lungs were screaming for air.

Jimmy sputtered, gasping and spitting when Sam finally let go and pulled out. “You – fucking – jackass,” Jimmy huffed, hands on his thighs as he caught his breath, “warn me next time!”

Sam pulled Jimmy up by his chin and held him there. “Nah. I liked it when you panic,” he said.

“You’re one sick fucker.”

“Takes one to know one.” Sam let go of Jimmy and began stroking his own cock. “Stay right there,” Sam said. He was still holding the goddamn gun, but it was at least pointed at the floor. Sam threw his head back, biting his lips. He was close. Jimmy shut his eyes.

The second Sam came he let out a deep groan, and Jimmy braced himself for the splash of warm come across his cheek. He flinched a little when it hit his face, but for the most part, he stayed still. He opened his eyes, catching come on his cheekbone out of the corner of his eye. Sam had moved from directly in front of him to the corner of one of the motel beds, laying half on his back with his feet still on the floor. His softening cock was still out for everyone to see. Jimmy snorted.

“Your face okay?” Sam asked, lolling his head to the side.

Jimmy flexed his jaw, rubbing at the warmth of a blossoming bruise on his one clean cheek. “Fuck. You got me good.”

Sam huffed a laugh. “You don’t listen.”

“Oh fuck you, Sam.” Jimmy rolled his eyes, picking up a spare shirt from the floor and wiping his cheek. It was probably Dean’s but oh well, that’s what he gets for leaving his shit on the floor.

“You already did. Hence what just happened,” Sam said, waiving between the two of them with the gun.

Jimmy rolled his eyes. Well, Sam did say get him back. He really should have asked for clarification. “And could you put that goddamn thing down please?”

Sam rolled his eyes and set the gun on the bed. Jimmy sighed, pulling himself up on his feet. His knees popped. Great. He was gonna be sore for a while. “By the way,” Jimmy said, making his way to the bathroom. He needed a hot shower to relax his muscles and take care of his fear boner, “that thing wasn’t loaded, was it?”

“Wouldn’t you like to know.”

Angel Lust

Kinktober Day 8: Roleplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings: Dark Comedy, Necrophilia, Corpse Desecration, Implied Incest, Sexual Roleplay, Top!Jimmy, Bottom!Sam, Anal Sex, Murder, No Actual Corpse Fucking, Implied Winjimstiel, Canon-Typical Violence
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer ‘Verse
AO3 Link 

“Well, Jimmy here’s your chance. Take your pick!” Dean says, elbowing Jimmy in the ribs. In front of them, three bodies are laid out, blood still trickling in languid streaks onto the wood floor.

“You can fuck off,” Jimmy says, shrugging him off.

“I’m just sayin’, you got two guys and a lady to pick from. Or hell, don’t pick. Take ‘em all for a spin,” Dean says.

Jimmy rolls his eyes. At his feet are the bodies of the Richardsons: Amelia, Don, and her father. Don had been a cop. One of those, shoot first, ask later kind of guys, too. He’d wound up killing at least one guy who’d been holding a spoon, not a knife like he’d claimed in his police report. The video was clear enough, but apparently, that wasn’t enough for a grand jury. He wasn’t going to be making that “mistake” again, though. His wife was pretty, though. Shame she pulled a gun.

“Kiss my ass,” Jimmy says wiping the sweat from his brow.

“Why is Dean kissing your ass?” Sam asks. He walks in from the kitchen where he and Cas had been retracing their steps. It wasn’t perfect, but they wanted to make sure there wouldn’t be any blood trails. When they hit the state line they’ll ditch their shoes and whatever else needed to be left behind, but for now, they’ll just have to make sure nothing noticeable was left.

“He’s being an ass again,” Jimmy says.

“I’m just being helpful,” Dean says.

Sam snorts. “When are you ever being helpful?”

“Hey, he wants to fuck a corpse, there’s three of ‘em right here,” Dena says.

Jimmy slaps his hand to his forehead.

“Oh,” Sam says, raising an eyebrow, “you want us to leave you alone for -” Sam glances at Jimmy’s crotch, then the bodies laid out on the floor, “twenty minutes?”

“Oh my god, fuck you,” Jimmy groans. He’s already sporting a semi, as was usual after these things. It didn’t use to happen when he and Cas used to run their funeral home, at least not as much, but it seemed like he couldn’t even see a corpse without popping a boner these days. He blames the adrenaline.

“I still don’t see what the problem is,” Dean says, “we lay down a tarp, you go to town, it’ll be fine when we burn ‘em. You wanna do it just do it.”

“There are lines you shouldn’t cross, Dean,” Jimmy says.

“We kill people.”

“Sexual lines!”

“You fuck your brother. I fuck my brother. We fuck each other’s brothers, sometimes at the same time! Whatever lines you’re drawing are bullshit, dude.”

Jimmy groans, pinching the bridge of his nose. “I don’t want to fuck a corpse,” he says.

“No, you just get a boner from touching ‘em,” Dean scoffs.

“It’s a tactile thing!” Jimmy barks. They’ve had this argument half a dozen times before. Either Dean or Sam will get it in their heads to fuck with him, and then Jimmy gets pissy. Cas finds it amusing, but Jimmy doesn’t. It’s one thing to enjoy the feel and look of death but it’s another to actually stick his dick in a corpse. It’s not that he doesn’t want to, exactly, just that – well, it’s complicated. He’s not sure if he wants to go that far with it. Plus the danger of getting caught goes up if he were to – well, get fluids all over the place.

“Hey, man,” Sam says, “I get it. Well, no, I don’t. At all.”

Jimmy laughs in spite of himself. “Thanks.”

“You know,” Cas says, from the kitchen doorway. He’s leaning against the frame, wiping his hands on a bloodied rag. “We have some time. You don’t have to fuck one if you want but you could pretend.”

“Yeah,” Jimmy snorts, “with who, huh? You won’t let me, Dean over here wants me to just do it and Sam -”

“Sam’s game,” Sam says.

“Sam’s game. Wait, you what?”

“I’ll play with you,” Sam says, “on one condition.”

“Okay, what’s that?” Jimmy asks.

“You owe me.”

“Owe you what?”

Sam shrugs. “Dunno yet. We’ll figure it out when we get to it. But we got all night so if you wanna try it out, we can do it however you want.”

It was true. The Richardson’s home is in the middle of nowhere on the outskirts of a tiny Texas town. Don had worked with the sheriff’s office and Amelia had been a veterinarian. They could stay all night if they really wanted to.

Jimmy shakes his head, laughing in spite of himself. He’d be lying if he said he didn’t think about it. Fuck, he’d tried to get Cas on board for years but Cas wasn’t going to let anyone tell him what to do during sex, much less just lay there and let Jimmy take whatever he wanted. “Fuck, okay, I guess we’ll do it them.”

Dean snorts, shaking his head while catching eyes with Cas. They’re both wearing a wicked little smile that Jimmy should probably be more worried about, but he’s a little too stuck on the idea of fucking Sam to care.

“Lemme go get something from the car and take a shower. You wait in the master bedroom,” Sam says.

“M-master bedroom?”

“Yeah. Easier to strip the sheets than it is to set the couch on fire, right?”

“Yeah. Yeah, I guess.”

“Good, now get your butt in there,” Sam says.  He’s out the front door before Jimmy can say much else. To be frank, he’s a little dazed. It’s a good dazed, though.

Jimmy turns to leave but Dean stops him with a hand on his arm. “Hold up a sec,” Dean says. Jimmy stills, and Dean looks back down at the bodies, swiping his thumb at the corner of his mouth. “You wanna take one of these with you?” Dean asks. Cas snorts a laugh behind him. Fuck them. Fuck them both.

“The man,” Jimmy says.

“Wait, really?” Dean asks. He at least seems a little stunned. Cas, however, is crossing his arms over his chest like he’s challenging Jimmy to really do it. Knowing Cas, he probably is.

“Yes,” Jimmy says, “the younger one.”

“Well okay then,” Dean says. He grabs Don’s feet and Jimmy moves to catch his shoulders. Together they carry him into the bedroom.

The set the stiff down on the one side of the bed, and Jimmy settles right down next to it. Dean opens his mouth to say something – probably another smart ass comment – but Cas calls him back into the living room. He’s thankful for that. He’ll be less flustered when the time comes to actually get down to it with Sam if Dean doesn’t push his buttons anymore.

The shower’s running in the master bathroom and Jimmy can just it out through the walls. He can’t hear whatever Dean and Cas are up to, though. He doesn’t worry about it, though. They can watch if they really want to, though he suspects they’ll be more interested in something else. Cas has attempted to indulge him before, letting him touch the bodies in their morgue, while rutting against Cas’s ass when they were at work, but Cas wasn’t willing to give up control. He’s always been the more domineering for the two.

Jimmy lets himself relax into the bed and undo his jeans. His cock is already interested, but he stays away from it for the moment, just pulling his pants off and kicking them down the bed. He lets his fingers skim up the arm of the corpse next to him. The body is still warm, still pliant, but there’s no mistaking that there’s no one home. The skin doesn’t reach when Jimmy brushes his fingers against it. Pallor is already setting in and it won’t be long before the body temperature drops. He prefers them when they’re cold to the touch, but he can’t really expect that now, can he? It’s only been forty or so minutes since the bastard took his last breath. Jimmy shuts his eyes and just lets himself feel. He doesn’t think too much about what it would be like to actually strip the corpse and go for it, but he does let the idea of it get him excited. The tip of his cock is straining against the elastic in his underwear, and he finally lets his free hand slip inside to pull it out. The air’s a little cold but it feels good against his skin, and he thumbs the soft head for a while. Faintly he’s aware that the shower’s shut off, but he doesn’t think too much about it. He shudders, teasing a sensitive spot just below the head of his cock with his thumb and whines.

“You don’t wait, do you?” Sam asks. He’s standing in the doorway, naked, hair dripping on the carpet. His dick isn’t even hard.

“Do didn’t say I had to,” Jimmy says, drawing his hand away from his cock.

“Well, I didn’t exactly think I’d be calling the shots. Now, move over.”

Jimmy snorts, climbing off the bed. “Not calling the shots eh?”

Sam doesn’t answer, just lays back on the bed and spreads his legs. “I’m prepped already. You just… do whatever the hell it is you were gonna do.”

Jimmy strips his shirt off and settles on the bed between Sam’s knees. “And what is that, exactly?”

“Whatever. Pretend I’m a corpse. Go nuts,” Sam says, putting his hands behind his head and settling down into the mattress. Jimmy startles for a moment, as Sam’s skin is freezing. There are goosebumps peppering his skin and a minor tremble in his body.

“Why are you cold?”

“Shower. Figured, it’d help with the whole, illusion thing.”

Jimmy shuts his eyes, breathing out slowly. Holy shit. This is just – it’s a little bit much and if he doesn’t relax this isn’t going to last too long and that would be a damn shame. His heart is racing in his chest and he’s starting to get dizzy. “Jesus,” he mutters.

“Go nuts,” Sam says.

“Okay, first off,” Jimmy grabs Sam’s arms and pulls them down, straight to Sam’s body with the palms facing up, “corpses don’t lounge.”

“Got it,” Sam says.

“And they don’t talk either.”

Sam opens his mouth but then purses his lips and rolls his eyes. Jimmy lets his hands skim up and down Sam’s arms then down his chest. Sam shudders.

“Don’t do that,” Jimmy says.

“Do what?”

“Don’t move.”

“I’m not,” Sam says.

“You shivered.”

“I’m cold. It’s not voluntary,” Sam says.

Jimmy rolls his eyes. “Well, stop it. Shut your eyes if you have to.  Just lay here and take it. Corpses don’t react.”

Sam huffs but shuts his eyes. Jimmy skims his hands up and down Sam’s chest but this time he doesn’t shudder as hard. His jaw is tight and Jimmy knows he’s clenching his teeth, but it’s alright. It’s close enough. Jimmy’s eyes drift over to the body lying next to them as he lets his hands skim down to Sam’s thighs. He’s so damn cold, and Jimmy has to bite his lip to keep from groaning.

He slides a finger to Sam’s hole, which is a lot more open than he expected. He slips inside and strokes his walls. He’s much warmer inside, as to be expected. To Sam’s credit, he doesn’t react more than the way his muscles clench and ripple around his finger.

Sam’s eyes are closed and his breathing slow, his chest barely rising and falling with each breath. He’s doing a decent job of looking asleep at least. Jimmy pulls his finger out and spreads Sam’s legs a little wider. He doesn’t bother to warn Sam when he takes his own dick in hand and pushes forward. To Sam’s credit, he only gasps a little as Jimmy slides in.

Jimmy lays his body over Sam’s, running his hands up and down his still body. Jimmy gives himself over to a full-body shudder.

“God,” he whispers, nipping at the cool skin of Sam’s shoulder. He doesn’t bother moving for a while, he just lets himself feel the chill against his skin, feel the way his own cock jumps and twitches. He can’t quite put his finger on why it’s so good. He’s not even doing anything, but it’s driving him crazy. Sam’s quiet and still, possibly holding his breath, but if Jimmy shuts his eyes he might be able to imagine this is real.

Jimmy rises up, eyes still closed, slipping Sam’s legs over his hips. He pulls out and slides back in, paying no mind to how hard or fast he’s going. For once, this isn’t about who he’s fucking, this is about him. He groans, letting himself fall into the fantasy. Maybe someday he’ll have the ball to do it for real.

One of Sam’s legs falls off his waist, sliding off the bed until it dangles over the edge. The angle changes now, making Sam feel so much tighter around Jimmy’s cock. Jimmy moans, ignoring Sam’s gentle huffs of breath. He soothes a hand up Sam’s thigh and stomach, and the muscles jump under his fingers. Jimmy leans forward and for the first time, he notices Sam’s cock, full and hard against his stomach. He tells himself it’s postmortem priapism; angel lust. Brought on by a swift and violent death, like hanging or strangulation or…

“Fuck,” Jimmy gasps, panting hard. He bites his lip, clutching at Sam’s thigh to steady himself. He opens his eyes and stills himself. His chest is heaving and he’s balanced on a razor’s edge. Sam’s eyes flutter open. He furrows his brow but doesn’t speak, thankfully.

Jimmy lets his gaze drift to the body next to them. Strangulation has been known to cause postmortem priapism. He’s seen it before, he just never been allowed… he’d never let himself…

Jimmy gulps, casting his eyes to the ceiling. He takes a few more steadying breaths and makes up his mind. He leans back over Sam, tucking his face into the juncture of his neck and shoulder. He groans, gripping Sam’s arm with his right hand while he lets his left hand travel to the body next to them. His hand slips under the soft pajama pants Don was wearing as he buries his cock as far as he can inside Sam. And then he finds Don’s fully erect dick. Jimmy whines.

His hands are shaking too badly to be elegant as he strokes Don’s cock, but it’s not like he minds. Jimmy’s hips stutter as he thrusts into Sam, desperate and uncoordinated. He screams into Sam’s neck as he finally comes, both hands squeezing too hard into flesh.

It takes him longer than usual for him to come down. His dick is soft when he pulls out of Sam and collapses against the footboard of the bed. Gingerly, Sam sits up and leans against the headboard.

“You okay?” Jimmy asks, breathless.

Sam groans a bit. “I’m gonna be sore tomorrow, but yeah, we’re good. You good?”

Jimmy shuts his eyes and nods. It’s going to take him a while to process it all, for it to solidify as a real thing inside his head.

“Well,” Sam says patting him on the thigh, “I’m gonna get warm and we’ll figure out the rest.”

Jimmy just nods as the bed dips. Yeah, they’ll figure it out, but maybe he can nap first.