âSam – no –Â â Jimmy tries to shove at Samâs chest but itâs as if all strength has left his body. Somewhere, deep in his awareness, heâs panicking, screaming, thrashing against the magic that makes his body feel weak and numb, but that voice, that understanding of the situation, feels far away. Jimmy mumbles something and relents only vaguely conscious of the warmth of his own blood running down his neck and Samâs suckling.Â
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I’m on my phone, so I can’t copy 500 words of text… But the ending of Trigger Happy. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” I’m curious what the point was of making Sam so mysterious after the fact. I’m pretty firmly in the “it was loaded” camp and it was kinda annoying that he wouldn’t say one way or another when it was all said and done. Then again, he’s a killer, so maybe I’m expecting too much from him. ;)
Hereâs a little snippet of the end of Trigger Happy for those who are curious:Â
Jimmy rolled his eyes. Well, Sam did say get him back. He really should have asked for clarification. âAnd could you put that goddamn thing down please?â
Sam rolled his eyes and set the gun on the bed. Jimmy sighed, pulling himself up on his feet. His knees popped. Great. He was gonna be sore for a while. âBy the way,â Jimmy said, making his way to the bathroom. He needed a hot shower to relax his muscles and take care of his fear boner, âthat thing wasnât loaded, was it?â
âWouldnât you like to know.â
I waffled so much on the âis it loaded, is it not loadedâ thing. I almost had Jimmy pick it up and pull the trigger (aiming at the wall, for course) but thatâs stupid and dangerous and while these guys are killers I canât see them firing a weapon in a motel room. Thatâs shit that gets you caught.Â
In the end, I kinda wanted it to be up to the reader. I think the doubt and the thought that yeah, that gun couldâve been loaded and Sam couldâve pulled the trigger either on purpose or on accident makes the whole thing more frightening than if I told you whether it was or wasnât. Itâs the unsettling horror of âmaybeâ after all is said and done. I would hope that readers would come away wondering and then come to their own conclusions. Is Sam the kind of person to pull a loaded gun on a lover or was it just a fear tactic? Was Jimmy in real danger? What are the implications of it either way?Â
Ultimately, I know what I was thinking when I wrote it, but Iâm not too keen on telling anyone how to read it. Itâs open to interpretation. I will say, though, that the fact that Sam wasnât going to tell Jimmy whether or not the gun was loaded probably has something to do with the downright sadistic streak he has in this AU.Â
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Top 5 Fan Fics (That I Personally Have Written)
Alright, fairâs fair. I started it so I guess I gotta.Â
1. Some Things Last (E, Cas/Dean/Jimmy, 61,706 words)Â
This is my absolute favorite thing Iâve ever written. Itâs so close to my heart because itâs the first time I really allowed characters to make mistakes Iâd usually punish them to hell and back for but instead I allowed them to be happy. It means a lot to me and I worked really hard on it.Â
2. Forget-Me-Not (T, Cas/Meg, 3,966 words)Â
This was because I wanted to write something that dealt with grief and I was still mad that Megâs death hasnât been acknowledged. Because I love Meg and I love Megstiel. Itâs short but itâs one of my favorite fics. (AND I SWEAR this has a happy ending.)Â
3. Four Can Play At That Game (E, Cas/Dean/Jimmy/Sam, 5,422 words)Â
This is all @samanddeaninpanties fault because she sent me a gif and it got waaay out of hand. This was one fic I had a blast writing, though, and sometimes I even go back and read it because it amuses me so much.Â
4. Angel Lust (E, Jimmy/Sam, 2,582 words)Â
I would strongly suggest heeding the tags here. Itâs… definitely not something I usually do. Itâs a fic within my serial killer âverse, Peacemaker, and itâs an odd mix of dark comedy and twisted straight up murder. It was a lot of fun to write though, in an odd way. I really enjoy the âverse especially because our four mains are horrible, horrible people. (And the whole reason for it is a very subtle, mostly for myself, dig at certain very dumb arguments about shipping and necrophilia…)Â
5. The First Loves of Dean Winchester (M, Dean/OMCs, Dean/OFCs, Dean/Robin, 1,866 words)Â
I really liked this little fic thingy I wrote b/c I felt like writing it. Thereâs really no rhyme or reason to it, itâs just four vignettes about the first times Dean kisses and has sex with women and men. I was fun and a nice chance for me to just play around a bit. No pressure, but fun.Â
@maliciouslycreative @samanddeaninpanties @mayalaen there I did the thing đÂ
Trigger Happy
Kinktober Day 10: Gunplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings:Â Gunplay, Oral Sex, Rough Oral Sex, Face-Fucking, Pistol-Whipping, Under-negotiated Kink, Dubious Consent, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Choking, Asphyxiation, Fear Play, Impact Play, Facials, Dom Sam, Sub Jimmy Novak, Dom/sub, Bad gun safety, Implied Winjimstiel, Implied/Referenced Incest, Castiel/Jimmy mentioned, Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer âVerse
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Trigger Happy
Kinktober Day 10: Gunplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings:Â Gunplay, Oral Sex, Rough Oral Sex, Face-Fucking, Pistol-Whipping, Under-negotiated Kink, Dubious Consent, Bad BDSM Etiquette, Choking, Asphyxiation, Fear Play, Impact Play, Facials, Dom Sam, Sub Jimmy Novak, Dom/sub, Bad gun safety, Implied Winjimstiel, Implied/Referenced Incest, Castiel/Jimmy mentioned, Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer âVerse
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Samâs fingers tightened around Jimmyâs neck as he gulped, his Adamâs apple bobbing against Samâs palm.
âYouâre going to do exactly what I tell you, do you understand?â Sam asked.
Jimmy nodded, biting his lip. He tried not to let his eyes trail down to the gun in Samâs left hand, but they did anyway.
âIf youâre a good boy I wonât have to use it,â Sam said, âis that clear?â
Jimmy nodded again, though this time the butt of the gun collided with his cheek. âFuck,â he groaned.
âI said,â Sam tightened his hand around Jimmyâs throat, shoving him more firmly against the wall, âis that clear?â
âYes,â Jimmy gasped, âyes, sir.â His lungs were already burning and the tears in his eyes were making everything blur together in a watery mess.
Sam let go of his throat and Jimmy gasped, pulling in harsh gulps of air. His heart was racing and the room around him was starting to spin. He stumbled a bit as Sam stepped back and shoved him to his knees. Jimmy caught himself with his hands as Sam hovered above him.
Sam undid his belt and pants before grabbing Jimmy by the scruff of the neck and shoving Jimmyâs face into his crotch. Jimmy groaned, breathing in Samâs musky scent. He took to nuzzling his nose against the outline of Samâs hardening cock, breathing hot against it as he went. Jimmy mouthed at Samâs swelling cock, leaving wet marks against the fabric. He sucked at the head once he reached it, pulling it into his mouth, cotton and all. He took at much as he could into his mouth, but the elastic made it difficult and he had to back off after an inch or so. Still, he continued to suck and drool on Samâs cock.
Sam held him down by the scruff of his neck, the head of his dick all Jimmy could get past his lips. Jimmy teased at what he could guess was the slit through the wet underwear. Sam thrust his hips, knocking Jimmy off balance and gagging him. Sam chuckled.
âYouâd think you never had a dick in your mouth with the way you act,â Sam said.
âWell, itâs a little hard with the – â
Sam jerked Jimmyâs head backward, making him hiss. âDid I tell you you could speak?â Sam asked.
âNo.â
âNo what?â
âNo, sir,â Jimmy hissed through his teeth.
Sam released his head, stepping back, then frowning. âHow Cas was ever able to train you, Iâll never understand.â He clucked his tongue raising the gun. âItâs a damn shame, really.â He pulled back the hammer.
âSam, what are you doing?â Jimmy asked, scrambling backward on the threadbare carpet.
âDidnât I tell you not to say anything?â Sam asked. His voice was even as he stalked forward with his gun in Jimmyâs face.
âSeriously, Sam, what are you doing?â Jimmyâs voice squeaked as his feet hit the wall behind him.
Sam pressed the barrel of the gun to Jimmyâs forehead. Jimmy gulped. âIs it loaded?â Jimmy whispered. The cold metal left his skin, and for a moment Jimmy sighed in relief. Then the butt of the gun collided with his other cheek. He cried out, covering his face with his hand. God, that was a good hit. Probably split his cheek open. Sure enough, when he pulled his hand away there was blood on his fingers.
âDonât say another word. Are we clear?â Sam asked. He stood up straight, all six foot something of intimidating asshole looming over him with a sick little smile on his lips. He really was terrifying when he got in one of his moods. He could be a nice guy, or as nice as anyone who murdered people for a living could be, but every once in a while Jimmy was reminded of just how cold he could be. Apparently, Sam looming over him with a gun and a smile was one of those times.
Jimmy nodded. He kept his hands on his knees to keep them from shaking.
Sam brought the gun back, pressing the barrel to Jimmyâs lips. âOpen,â he said. Jimmy did. Â
He nearly pulled away when it slid against his tongue, but kept still. His mouth watered against the awful tang of metal but he kept his eyes on Sam. He was still smiling that slick smile Jimmy had never had the misfortune of having directed at him. Heâd seen it enough, though. It was that wicked look Sam got when their targets started begging. If there had been any question as to whether or not Sam got off on the power of having someone elseâs life in his hands, there wasnât now. Jimmy barely resisted the shudder that tingled down his spine and settled in his crotch. In spite of all else, his dick was interested.
âNow,â Sam said, âbe a good boy and suck.â
Jimmy closed his lips around the barrel, sucking on it as Sam slid it further in until his lips touched the trigger guard and the sight was brushing the back of his throat.
âThatâs it,â Sam said, âlike youâre sucking a cock.â Jimmy slid off the gun at the same time Sam pulled it back, building a slow rhythm as Jimmy got used to the feeling against his tongue. He was drooling a little too much, but he didnât dare move his hand to try and wipe the spit from his chin. He just kept his eyes locked on Sam and kept his movements even.
Above him, Samâs smile faltered as he licked his lips. His breath came out a little more ragged, and his eyes seemed unfocused in that way that could only mean arousal. He was also palming his cock, which was still trapped behind his underwear.
Sam pulled the gun away one final time and stopped Jimmy from following with a hand on his arm. Jimmy bit his lip and waited as Sam dropped his pants and underwear, pulling his cock out and stroking. He brushed the tip of his cock against Jimmyâs lips and chin, smearing pre-come as he went.
âOpen,â Sam said, slipping his dick past Jimmyâs lips. He ran his hand through Jimmyâs hair, jerking his head upwards so he couldnât look anywhere but the ceiling. Sam thrust his hips, his dick sliding across Jimmyâs tongue and nudging at the back of his throat. Jimmy gagged.
Sam pulled his hard harder, making him groan. âJust relax,â Sam said, âjust sit there and take it. Good boys donât react.â There was laughter in his voice and Jimmy barely resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Leave it to Sam to turn his own words against him.
Samâs next slide was more forceful, and Jimmy sputtered around his cock. He breathed in through his nose as Sam gave a few more shallow thrusts, willing himself to relax his throat enough to let Sam slide down. It wasnât the easiest thing in the world. He was still very much away for the gun Sam had in his other hand. Or, he assumed Sam was still holding it. He hadnât heard it drop and he couldnât see it.
Jimmy concentrated on his breathing, pulling air in through his nose slow and deep in the moments that Samâs cock wasnât down his throat. The musky taste of pre-come slid across his tongue and Jimmy longed to swallow. As it was he was drooling all over himself. Jimmy rolled his eyes. That must be an attractive sight.
Sam grunted above him, his fists gripping tighter in Jimmyâs hair and sending pinpricks of pain and pleasure through his skull and down his spine. Jimmy wanted to hiss, but he couldnât do more than sputter. He could slide his hands up Samâs legs, resting one on his thigh while the other edged towards his balls. He cupped them in his palm, rolling the smooth sack in his hand, letting his long fingers slide back to the soft flesh between Samâs legs.
âFuck,â Sam groaned, rocking forward harder. Jimmy redoubled his efforts, pressing the tips of his fingers hard to where he thought Samâs prostate was while rolling Samâs balls in his palm.
âShit,â Sam laughed. He moaned louder, his thighs started to quiver under Jimmyâs hand. His breath was more grunt and groan than anything else before he thrust in one more time, holding Jimmy tight as he buried himself down his throat. Jimmy held his breath waiting for Samâs release. He wasnât coming. Jimmy swallowed on reflex, but all Sam did was moan.
He couldnât breathe, not with Sam down his throat, and he couldnât help the fact that he panicked. He pushed at Samâs thighs, trying to pull himself off Samâs cock, but Sam kept him steady. Sam didnât let go until Jimmyâs lungs were screaming for air.
Jimmy sputtered, gasping and spitting when Sam finally let go and pulled out. âYou – fucking – jackass,â Jimmy huffed, hands on his thighs as he caught his breath, âwarn me next time!â
Sam pulled Jimmy up by his chin and held him there. âNah. I liked it when you panic,â he said.
âYouâre one sick fucker.â
âTakes one to know one.â Sam let go of Jimmy and began stroking his own cock. âStay right there,â Sam said. He was still holding the goddamn gun, but it was at least pointed at the floor. Sam threw his head back, biting his lips. He was close. Jimmy shut his eyes.
The second Sam came he let out a deep groan, and Jimmy braced himself for the splash of warm come across his cheek. He flinched a little when it hit his face, but for the most part, he stayed still. He opened his eyes, catching come on his cheekbone out of the corner of his eye. Sam had moved from directly in front of him to the corner of one of the motel beds, laying half on his back with his feet still on the floor. His softening cock was still out for everyone to see. Jimmy snorted.
âYour face okay?â Sam asked, lolling his head to the side.
Jimmy flexed his jaw, rubbing at the warmth of a blossoming bruise on his one clean cheek. âFuck. You got me good.â
Sam huffed a laugh. âYou donât listen.â
âOh fuck you, Sam.â Jimmy rolled his eyes, picking up a spare shirt from the floor and wiping his cheek. It was probably Deanâs but oh well, thatâs what he gets for leaving his shit on the floor.
âYou already did. Hence what just happened,â Sam said, waiving between the two of them with the gun.
Jimmy rolled his eyes. Well, Sam did say get him back. He really should have asked for clarification. âAnd could you put that goddamn thing down please?â
Sam rolled his eyes and set the gun on the bed. Jimmy sighed, pulling himself up on his feet. His knees popped. Great. He was gonna be sore for a while. âBy the way,â Jimmy said, making his way to the bathroom. He needed a hot shower to relax his muscles and take care of his fear boner, âthat thing wasnât loaded, was it?â
âWouldnât you like to know.â
Angel Lust
Kinktober Day 8: Roleplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings: Dark Comedy, Necrophilia, Corpse Desecration, Implied Incest, Sexual Roleplay, Top!Jimmy, Bottom!Sam, Anal Sex, Murder, No Actual Corpse Fucking, Implied Winjimstiel, Canon-Typical Violence
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer âVerse
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Tagging: @mayalaen @samanddeaninpanties
Angel Lust
Kinktober Day 8: Roleplay
Ship: Sam/Jimmy
Rating: Explicit
Tags/Warnings: Dark Comedy, Necrophilia, Corpse Desecration, Implied Incest, Sexual Roleplay, Top!Jimmy, Bottom!Sam, Anal Sex, Murder, No Actual Corpse Fucking, Implied Winjimstiel, Canon-Typical Violence
Part of the Peacemaker Winjimstiel Serial Killer âVerse
AO3 LinkÂ
âWell, Jimmy hereâs your chance. Take your pick!â Dean says, elbowing Jimmy in the ribs. In front of them, three bodies are laid out, blood still trickling in languid streaks onto the wood floor.
âYou can fuck off,â Jimmy says, shrugging him off.
âIâm just sayinâ, you got two guys and a lady to pick from. Or hell, donât pick. Take âem all for a spin,â Dean says.
Jimmy rolls his eyes. At his feet are the bodies of the Richardsons: Amelia, Don, and her father. Don had been a cop. One of those, shoot first, ask later kind of guys, too. Heâd wound up killing at least one guy whoâd been holding a spoon, not a knife like heâd claimed in his police report. The video was clear enough, but apparently, that wasnât enough for a grand jury. He wasnât going to be making that âmistakeâ again, though. His wife was pretty, though. Shame she pulled a gun.
âKiss my ass,â Jimmy says wiping the sweat from his brow.
âWhy is Dean kissing your ass?â Sam asks. He walks in from the kitchen where he and Cas had been retracing their steps. It wasnât perfect, but they wanted to make sure there wouldnât be any blood trails. When they hit the state line theyâll ditch their shoes and whatever else needed to be left behind, but for now, theyâll just have to make sure nothing noticeable was left.
âHeâs being an ass again,â Jimmy says.
âIâm just being helpful,â Dean says.
Sam snorts. âWhen are you ever being helpful?â
âHey, he wants to fuck a corpse, thereâs three of âem right here,â Dena says.
Jimmy slaps his hand to his forehead.
âOh,â Sam says, raising an eyebrow, âyou want us to leave you alone for -â Sam glances at Jimmyâs crotch, then the bodies laid out on the floor, âtwenty minutes?â
âOh my god, fuck you,â Jimmy groans. Heâs already sporting a semi, as was usual after these things. It didnât use to happen when he and Cas used to run their funeral home, at least not as much, but it seemed like he couldnât even see a corpse without popping a boner these days. He blames the adrenaline.
âI still donât see what the problem is,â Dean says, âwe lay down a tarp, you go to town, itâll be fine when we burn âem. You wanna do it just do it.â
âThere are lines you shouldnât cross, Dean,â Jimmy says.
âWe kill people.â
âSexual lines!â
âYou fuck your brother. I fuck my brother. We fuck each otherâs brothers, sometimes at the same time! Whatever lines youâre drawing are bullshit, dude.â
Jimmy groans, pinching the bridge of his nose. âI donât want to fuck a corpse,â he says.
âNo, you just get a boner from touching âem,â Dean scoffs.
âItâs a tactile thing!â Jimmy barks. Theyâve had this argument half a dozen times before. Either Dean or Sam will get it in their heads to fuck with him, and then Jimmy gets pissy. Cas finds it amusing, but Jimmy doesnât. Itâs one thing to enjoy the feel and look of death but itâs another to actually stick his dick in a corpse. Itâs not that he doesnât want to, exactly, just that – well, itâs complicated. Heâs not sure if he wants to go that far with it. Plus the danger of getting caught goes up if he were to – well, get fluids all over the place.
âHey, man,â Sam says, âI get it. Well, no, I donât. At all.â
Jimmy laughs in spite of himself. âThanks.â
âYou know,â Cas says, from the kitchen doorway. Heâs leaning against the frame, wiping his hands on a bloodied rag. âWe have some time. You donât have to fuck one if you want but you could pretend.â
âYeah,â Jimmy snorts, âwith who, huh? You wonât let me, Dean over here wants me to just do it and Sam -â
âSamâs game,â Sam says.
âSamâs game. Wait, you what?â
âIâll play with you,â Sam says, âon one condition.â
âOkay, whatâs that?â Jimmy asks.
âYou owe me.â
âOwe you what?â
Sam shrugs. âDunno yet. Weâll figure it out when we get to it. But we got all night so if you wanna try it out, we can do it however you want.â
It was true. The Richardsonâs home is in the middle of nowhere on the outskirts of a tiny Texas town. Don had worked with the sheriff’s office and Amelia had been a veterinarian. They could stay all night if they really wanted to.
Jimmy shakes his head, laughing in spite of himself. Heâd be lying if he said he didnât think about it. Fuck, heâd tried to get Cas on board for years but Cas wasnât going to let anyone tell him what to do during sex, much less just lay there and let Jimmy take whatever he wanted. âFuck, okay, I guess weâll do it them.â
Dean snorts, shaking his head while catching eyes with Cas. Theyâre both wearing a wicked little smile that Jimmy should probably be more worried about, but heâs a little too stuck on the idea of fucking Sam to care.
âLemme go get something from the car and take a shower. You wait in the master bedroom,â Sam says.
âM-master bedroom?â
âYeah. Easier to strip the sheets than it is to set the couch on fire, right?â
âYeah. Yeah, I guess.â
âGood, now get your butt in there,â Sam says. Â Heâs out the front door before Jimmy can say much else. To be frank, heâs a little dazed. Itâs a good dazed, though.
Jimmy turns to leave but Dean stops him with a hand on his arm. âHold up a sec,â Dean says. Jimmy stills, and Dean looks back down at the bodies, swiping his thumb at the corner of his mouth. âYou wanna take one of these with you?â Dean asks. Cas snorts a laugh behind him. Fuck them. Fuck them both.
âThe man,â Jimmy says.
âWait, really?â Dean asks. He at least seems a little stunned. Cas, however, is crossing his arms over his chest like heâs challenging Jimmy to really do it. Knowing Cas, he probably is.
âYes,â Jimmy says, âthe younger one.â
âWell okay then,â Dean says. He grabs Donâs feet and Jimmy moves to catch his shoulders. Together they carry him into the bedroom.
The set the stiff down on the one side of the bed, and Jimmy settles right down next to it. Dean opens his mouth to say something – probably another smart ass comment – but Cas calls him back into the living room. Heâs thankful for that. Heâll be less flustered when the time comes to actually get down to it with Sam if Dean doesnât push his buttons anymore.
The showerâs running in the master bathroom and Jimmy can just it out through the walls. He canât hear whatever Dean and Cas are up to, though. He doesnât worry about it, though. They can watch if they really want to, though he suspects theyâll be more interested in something else. Cas has attempted to indulge him before, letting him touch the bodies in their morgue, while rutting against Casâs ass when they were at work, but Cas wasnât willing to give up control. Heâs always been the more domineering for the two.
Jimmy lets himself relax into the bed and undo his jeans. His cock is already interested, but he stays away from it for the moment, just pulling his pants off and kicking them down the bed. He lets his fingers skim up the arm of the corpse next to him. The body is still warm, still pliant, but thereâs no mistaking that thereâs no one home. The skin doesnât reach when Jimmy brushes his fingers against it. Pallor is already setting in and it wonât be long before the body temperature drops. He prefers them when theyâre cold to the touch, but he canât really expect that now, can he? Itâs only been forty or so minutes since the bastard took his last breath. Jimmy shuts his eyes and just lets himself feel. He doesnât think too much about what it would be like to actually strip the corpse and go for it, but he does let the idea of it get him excited. The tip of his cock is straining against the elastic in his underwear, and he finally lets his free hand slip inside to pull it out. The airâs a little cold but it feels good against his skin, and he thumbs the soft head for a while. Faintly heâs aware that the showerâs shut off, but he doesnât think too much about it. He shudders, teasing a sensitive spot just below the head of his cock with his thumb and whines.
âYou donât wait, do you?â Sam asks. Heâs standing in the doorway, naked, hair dripping on the carpet. His dick isnât even hard.
âDo didnât say I had to,â Jimmy says, drawing his hand away from his cock.
âWell, I didnât exactly think Iâd be calling the shots. Now, move over.â
Jimmy snorts, climbing off the bed. âNot calling the shots eh?â
Sam doesnât answer, just lays back on the bed and spreads his legs. âIâm prepped already. You just⌠do whatever the hell it is you were gonna do.â
Jimmy strips his shirt off and settles on the bed between Samâs knees. âAnd what is that, exactly?â
âWhatever. Pretend Iâm a corpse. Go nuts,â Sam says, putting his hands behind his head and settling down into the mattress. Jimmy startles for a moment, as Samâs skin is freezing. There are goosebumps peppering his skin and a minor tremble in his body.
âWhy are you cold?â
âShower. Figured, itâd help with the whole, illusion thing.â
Jimmy shuts his eyes, breathing out slowly. Holy shit. This is just – itâs a little bit much and if he doesnât relax this isnât going to last too long and that would be a damn shame. His heart is racing in his chest and heâs starting to get dizzy. âJesus,â he mutters.
âGo nuts,â Sam says.
âOkay, first off,â Jimmy grabs Sam’s arms and pulls them down, straight to Samâs body with the palms facing up, âcorpses donât lounge.â
âGot it,â Sam says.
âAnd they donât talk either.â
Sam opens his mouth but then purses his lips and rolls his eyes. Jimmy lets his hands skim up and down Samâs arms then down his chest. Sam shudders.
âDonât do that,â Jimmy says.
âDo what?â
âDonât move.â
âIâm not,â Sam says.
âYou shivered.â
âIâm cold. Itâs not voluntary,â Sam says.
Jimmy rolls his eyes. âWell, stop it. Shut your eyes if you have to. Â Just lay here and take it. Corpses donât react.â
Sam huffs but shuts his eyes. Jimmy skims his hands up and down Samâs chest but this time he doesnât shudder as hard. His jaw is tight and Jimmy knows heâs clenching his teeth, but itâs alright. Itâs close enough. Jimmyâs eyes drift over to the body lying next to them as he lets his hands skim down to Samâs thighs. Heâs so damn cold, and Jimmy has to bite his lip to keep from groaning.
He slides a finger to Samâs hole, which is a lot more open than he expected. He slips inside and strokes his walls. Heâs much warmer inside, as to be expected. To Samâs credit, he doesnât react more than the way his muscles clench and ripple around his finger.
Samâs eyes are closed and his breathing slow, his chest barely rising and falling with each breath. Heâs doing a decent job of looking asleep at least. Jimmy pulls his finger out and spreads Samâs legs a little wider. He doesnât bother to warn Sam when he takes his own dick in hand and pushes forward. To Samâs credit, he only gasps a little as Jimmy slides in.
Jimmy lays his body over Samâs, running his hands up and down his still body. Jimmy gives himself over to a full-body shudder.
âGod,â he whispers, nipping at the cool skin of Samâs shoulder. He doesnât bother moving for a while, he just lets himself feel the chill against his skin, feel the way his own cock jumps and twitches. He canât quite put his finger on why itâs so good. Heâs not even doing anything, but itâs driving him crazy. Samâs quiet and still, possibly holding his breath, but if Jimmy shuts his eyes he might be able to imagine this is real.
Jimmy rises up, eyes still closed, slipping Samâs legs over his hips. He pulls out and slides back in, paying no mind to how hard or fast heâs going. For once, this isnât about who heâs fucking, this is about him. He groans, letting himself fall into the fantasy. Maybe someday heâll have the ball to do it for real.
One of Samâs legs falls off his waist, sliding off the bed until it dangles over the edge. The angle changes now, making Sam feel so much tighter around Jimmyâs cock. Jimmy moans, ignoring Samâs gentle huffs of breath. He soothes a hand up Samâs thigh and stomach, and the muscles jump under his fingers. Jimmy leans forward and for the first time, he notices Samâs cock, full and hard against his stomach. He tells himself itâs postmortem priapism; angel lust. Brought on by a swift and violent death, like hanging or strangulation orâŚ
âFuck,â Jimmy gasps, panting hard. He bites his lip, clutching at Samâs thigh to steady himself. He opens his eyes and stills himself. His chest is heaving and heâs balanced on a razor’s edge. Samâs eyes flutter open. He furrows his brow but doesnât speak, thankfully.
Jimmy lets his gaze drift to the body next to them. Strangulation has been known to cause postmortem priapism. Heâs seen it before, he just never been allowed⌠heâd never let himselfâŚ
Jimmy gulps, casting his eyes to the ceiling. He takes a few more steadying breaths and makes up his mind. He leans back over Sam, tucking his face into the juncture of his neck and shoulder. He groans, gripping Samâs arm with his right hand while he lets his left hand travel to the body next to them. His hand slips under the soft pajama pants Don was wearing as he buries his cock as far as he can inside Sam. And then he finds Donâs fully erect dick. Jimmy whines.
His hands are shaking too badly to be elegant as he strokes Donâs cock, but itâs not like he minds. Jimmyâs hips stutter as he thrusts into Sam, desperate and uncoordinated. He screams into Samâs neck as he finally comes, both hands squeezing too hard into flesh.
It takes him longer than usual for him to come down. His dick is soft when he pulls out of Sam and collapses against the footboard of the bed. Gingerly, Sam sits up and leans against the headboard.
âYou okay?â Jimmy asks, breathless.
Sam groans a bit. âIâm gonna be sore tomorrow, but yeah, weâre good. You good?â
Jimmy shuts his eyes and nods. Itâs going to take him a while to process it all, for it to solidify as a real thing inside his head.
âWell,â Sam says patting him on the thigh, âIâm gonna get warm and weâll figure out the rest.â
Jimmy just nods as the bed dips. Yeah, theyâll figure it out, but maybe he can nap first.