@samanddeaninpanties replied to your post “Fan Writer Tropes So I was responding to comments today and I said…”

Still headcanoning the puking is a secret kink 😉 joking aside, thanks for dragging me into this awesome trope. I vote you work it into peacemaker somehow. Heh.

😛 The kink isn’t the puking, the kink is the situational humor of me repeatedly throwing this gross and uncomfortable situation on the same character in multiple different works.  

But it’s fun right? In a weird way it’s just fun. 

Also, I should but I need to figure out how to do that. Serial killers don’t exactly have weak constitutions. 

20, 21, 27, and 46!

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?


A few, yeah. DCJ, wincest, wincestiel, just to name some. 

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote?

This one! It was way back before I even really understood tagging or how to fanfic but I wanted something on my Ao3 so this is what happened. It’s awful lol. 

27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?


Both suck but I think I hate titles more. Summaries are just “X happens to Y and oooh, mystery!” but titles are supposed to make the readers want to read it and summarize what the whole point is and it’s a mess. Fuck titles. 

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why? 
Oh boy. Um… it depends on what you’re into. 
If you don’t mind taboo relationships, Some Things Last is probably my current favorite. I think, in an odd way, it’s a love letter to my anxiety. I know that sounds strange and anxiety really isn’t any fun but this fic was heavily influenced by my own anxiety and my struggle with self-destructive behaviors. It’s not like a “I’m glad I have anxiety” thing, but more of a “this is what it feels like” kind of thing and I’m very proud of it. 
If you’re not into that I’d say Forget-Me-Not is another one I’d recommend. I still love this one. It’s about grief and living through that. It’s also megstiel, which is still one of my favorite ships. I had feelings about the way things ended and I just needed to write them, so this is what happened. 
And, this will make you happy, Tori, but Cat’s Cradle is another one I think showcases some of my strengths. It’s not my favorite fic but I think I’ve done a pretty good job with it. I really like the way I’ve unraveled the world and the relationship between Sam and Cas. It’ll be finished by the end of the week, so if you’re concerned about reading a WIP you shouldn’t be. 

Thanks! 

Ask thingys if you still wanna. 

I feel like me playing the assumption game would be cheating cause I already know more than the average follower I’d like to think? But ok. I’ll bite. You are: a fan of mismatched socks. I bet you sing in the shower. Or at least talk to yourself ;)

I would say you definitely know me better than the average bear lol. 

I thought you knew about the mismatched socks thing, because yes definitely I am a fan. And I totally talk to myself in the shower. I don’t sing because I’m an awful singer, but I do talk to myself. 

12, 22, 32, and 42!

12 : Is your writing space clean or cluttered?

It’s a disaster. There are currently, three notebooks, a water bottle, a soda bottle, a bag of pretzels, a bag of chex mix, my wrist warmers, an incense burner and three boxes of incense on my desk right now. I’m a disaster. 

22 : Has your own writing ever made you cry?

All that time. Forget-Me-Not was particularly tear jerking. My fics make me anxious too, if something anxiety inducing is happening. 

32 : Do you give your side-characters extensive backstories?

Not usually. Unless they keep popping up and decide to be a big part of the fic I don’t really spend too much time on the side characters. 

42 : Do critiques motivate or discourage you?

Depends. If it’s something I asked for from someone I know and trust than it’s helpful and it allows me to fix things and move forward. If I didn’t ask for it I just makes me mad. By the time I actually publish a fic I’m pretty much done with that chapter/fic and I really don’t care to have it critiqued because I’m not going to fix it. It also depends on whether or not it’s actual critique or opinions. “There’s too much description, it slows down the flow of the fic. Cut X, Y, Z” is critique. “I don’t like that X character used to date Y character” isn’t critique and means nothing to me. 

Thanks! 

Writer Asks!