I tend to lose the most followers whenever I post sastiel or Cas & Misha together for some reason???? Oh! Also any time I celebrate a woman on the show or the wives. *grumbles* I mean, seriously, I get unfollowing me for dark fic, but c’mon. Women and rare ships matter too!!

I know you corrected that to Jared & Misha, but I have literally read Cas/Misha before so…. *hides my ao3 history*
I tend to lose followers for deanjimstiel, wincestiel, dean/anyone that isn’t cas, and cas/anyone that isn’t dean. Those I guess I get. I mean, the implications of deanjimstiel and wincestiel are enough to drive people away. But what bugs me is when I post the “wrong” ship like dean/ketch, cas/meg, cas/balthazar, etc. It’s like.. wow. One fic is enough to drive you off? I don’t get it.
I’ve never lost followers for posting about the ladies of spn or wives but in someways I guess I see why. I stil think it’s a little dumb though. Blacklisting is a thing, ya know? Maybe it’s just me but I pretty much only unfollow people if they become terrible people or if they stop posting SPN and we’ve never talked. I literally do not care what ships a person likes or what their opinions are on characters I do or don’t like as long as things are tagged. I mean, people write I follow write lots of fic. Some is too fluffy for me and other are too dark or contain things I have Issues with but it’s not enough for me to unfollow. *shrugs* Maybe I’m the weird one.

rosemoonweaver:

@samanddeaninpanties
True. I could probably squeeze one in. I do have polybingo to do but one little one-shot isn’t gonna kill me. Then from August on I have some commitments but nothing “due” at specific times. Yea, I could do something just for myself.

@samanddeaninpanties
True. I mean most of the reason I’m writing so much rn is ‘cause life is hard and it gets me through the day, but I might as well enjoy it, right? If I don’t have fun with it what am I even doing it for, other than to kill time and give me a goal month to month? If I just do it for pressure reasons I’m gonna start hating it.
(God that sounds depressing.)

rosemoonweaver:

rosemoonweaver:

@samanddeaninpanties
My tagging is a fuckin mess so you’re probably right. I’m probably forgetting some things and I’m too lazy to check my ao3 rn.
I don’t feel bad about it at all. I love writing rare pairs. I think I just kinda realized the last destiel one-shot I did was in October and I guess I miss that? Like, I haven’t wriiten more on that competition semi-public sex series and I kinda want to but I’ve been busy with other fics. I don’t feel bad, I just guess I miss them, if that makes any sense at all. I mean, UtS was finished in May so it’s not *that* long since I’ve written them, I’m just angsting I guess.

@samanddeaninpanties
Omg. The choose your own. Lol. That is just… I don’t even know. I think I should keep it to a minimum on that because I am sooo temtped to throw in different ships. I wanna cut myself off at four but I have no control. lol. People will look at my fic when I post it and go “what the actual hell is this?”

@samanddeaninpanties
It is an idea that demands exploration via other ships! lol.
So other thsn the big two it’s wincestiel, dean/rowena, drowley, dean/ketch, and dean/donna.

rosemoonweaver:

@samanddeaninpanties
My tagging is a fuckin mess so you’re probably right. I’m probably forgetting some things and I’m too lazy to check my ao3 rn.
I don’t feel bad about it at all. I love writing rare pairs. I think I just kinda realized the last destiel one-shot I did was in October and I guess I miss that? Like, I haven’t wriiten more on that competition semi-public sex series and I kinda want to but I’ve been busy with other fics. I don’t feel bad, I just guess I miss them, if that makes any sense at all. I mean, UtS was finished in May so it’s not *that* long since I’ve written them, I’m just angsting I guess.

@samanddeaninpanties
Omg. The choose your own. Lol. That is just… I don’t even know. I think I should keep it to a minimum on that because I am sooo temtped to throw in different ships. I wanna cut myself off at four but I have no control. lol. People will look at my fic when I post it and go “what the actual hell is this?”

@samanddeaninpanties
I mean, that’s the beauty and the inconvenience of multishipping, right? I think of an AU and I screams a different pairing because the personalities of certain characters just work better, you know? So it’s cool I get to explore other ships but then I forget about my favorite ship b/c these other ships work better or something. I don’t love my otp less or anything, I just get distracted, kind of.

@samanddeaninpanties
My tagging is a fuckin mess so you’re probably right. I’m probably forgetting some things and I’m too lazy to check my ao3 rn.
I don’t feel bad about it at all. I love writing rare pairs. I think I just kinda realized the last destiel one-shot I did was in October and I guess I miss that? Like, I haven’t wriiten more on that competition semi-public sex series and I kinda want to but I’ve been busy with other fics. I don’t feel bad, I just guess I miss them, if that makes any sense at all. I mean, UtS was finished in May so it’s not *that* long since I’ve written them, I’m just angsting I guess.

@samanddeaninpanties
Yup. That was me. I still haven’t written anything from Cas’s POV either. Stupid finale. *kicks rocks*
It is pretty dumb isn’t it? I keep thinking “I haven’t done anything this year!” But I’ve put out at least two short fics every month and a new chapter of a work every month except for April and June. And I’ve posted two bangs already. Plus whatever else I’ve thrown out just ‘cause. Like, the word count is obviously evident of effort this year.
I think a lot of it has to do with how easily distrated I am. I write a whole bunch on a fic, get bored, write something else, get bored, lather, rinse, repeat. So I *feel* like I’m not doing jack squat but I *am*.
*sigh* But you’re right. I’m not giving myself credit. I’ve been doing stuff and that stuff hasn’t been nothing.

@samanddeaninpanties
I am. I mean, I know that I have had several large projects I’ve done this year and a lot of little ones I’ve thrown out there, too, it was just kind of an interesting observation I made while looking at my ao3 works. Of 41 works, 38 are complete and most of those aren’t Dean/Cas. Or, if they are, they’re Dean/Cas/Sam or Dean/Cas/Jimmy or Dean/Cas/Jimmy/Sam. (13 of the finished things are tagged Dean/Cas. Idk how many are *just* Dean and Cas though.)
I dunno. I guess it’s just odd. I haven’t even had AUs I just *have* to write for Dean and Cas. I’m not out of ideas, I’m just not playing with them as much as I expected to, I suppose. I do have one of the follower fics that’s destiel so that will be new and fun.