@rosemoonweaver holy puns Batman!!! How dare you š alsoā¦ Whoās the spreader bar and hairbrush being used on? If I recall youāre more of a domme. ļæ½ļæ½
lol.
hehe. I never said I wanted them for me š
And perhaps if you were good you’d get a turn first.
*whispers* deep down, you already know the answer to this. Weāve discussed this many times and Iām sure Iām not the only one youāve chatted about it with.
We were discussing it last night I think, right?
I mean, I know. It’s a misery loves company situation, but like I’ve said before it makes no sense. I guess it’s easier to lash out at strangers who you think deserve it than it is to do anything about feeling miserable b/c that involves vulnerability a lot of the time.
Still.
It’s a shitty thing to do and really doesn’t accomplish much in the long run.
Itās definitely easier to write in order. I wonāt deny that. But if Iām suffering from writers block non-linear writing helps a lot
That’s good! If I’m blocked it usually means I need to quit thinking about it too much and either just do it or walk away.
Awwwwwww š¦ boo!!!! Edging but in the bad way. RUDE
Right? So inconsiderate!
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C’mon guys!! Hurry up and come already! š
But also: I feel this so hard. Although, because with longer stuff I don’t write linearly (especially for bangs) it’s parts of the middle I finish last. HATE middles. Those are my downfall and reason I don’t finish a good portion of my unpublished projects
Theyāre edging me and itās not even fun š¦Ā
I really donāt know how you manage non-linear writing. Itās sooo hard. I find it easier if I can stack scenes on top of each other, with little things building as I go. I think Iād get so turned around and messed up.
Are you still on the climax? š
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Maybe.
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Who says he really cares? He might be doing it for his image. People eat that shit up.
Narcissistic people are generally really good at getting people they aren’t actively abusing to like them
Those are good points. I wouldnāt put it past him, seeing as how the people who wanted him to do it in the first place think the sun shines out of his ass. Everyone seems to think heās amazing and it always pisses me off because this is the same man who used to get blackout drunk and verbally and mentally abuse us. Heās not the kind of man Iād want mentoring kids and it pisses me off that everyone thinks heās a wonderful person but heās not. He neglects everyone who *does* need him until he needs someone to rage at. Heās a self-centered dick but no one sees it and no one wants to believe it. And I hate all the asshats who fall for it and keep propping him up like heās great.Ā
*pouts* youāre so mean. Even in an ask game where youāre supposed to tell your secrets you wiggle out of it.
Hehehe š I’m awful like that. I just don’t feel right telling everyone what I thought b/c that might color someone’s interpretation of the fic. If you really wanna know, I can still tell you, though.
Hereās a little snippet of the end of Trigger Happy for those who are curious:Ā
Jimmy rolled his eyes. Well, Sam did say get him back. He really should have asked for clarification. āAnd could you put that goddamn thing down please?ā
Sam rolled his eyes and set the gun on the bed. Jimmy sighed, pulling himself up on his feet. His knees popped. Great. He was gonna be sore for a while. āBy the way,ā Jimmy said, making his way to the bathroom. He needed a hot shower to relax his muscles and take care of his fear boner, āthat thing wasnāt loaded, was it?ā
āWouldnāt you like to know.ā
I waffled so much on theĀ āis it loaded, is it not loadedā thing. I almost had Jimmy pick it up and pull the trigger (aiming at the wall, for course) but thatās stupid and dangerous and while these guys are killers I canāt see them firing a weapon in a motel room. Thatās shit that gets you caught.Ā
In the end, I kinda wanted it to be up to the reader. I think the doubt and the thought that yeah, that gun couldāve been loaded and Sam couldāve pulled the trigger either on purpose or on accident makes the whole thing more frightening than if I told you whether it was or wasnāt. Itās the unsettling horror ofĀ āmaybeā after all is said and done. I would hope that readers would come away wondering and then come to their own conclusions. Is Sam the kind of person to pull a loaded gun on a lover or was it just a fear tactic? Was Jimmy in real danger? What are the implications of it either way?Ā
Ultimately, I know what I was thinking when I wrote it, but Iām not too keen on telling anyone how to read it. Itās open to interpretation. I will say, though, that the fact that Sam wasnāt going to tell Jimmy whether or not the gun was loaded probably has something to do with the downright sadistic streak he has in this AU.Ā
Thanks!Ā
1. If youāre an author, how many WIPs do you currently have? (Be honest!)
Oh god. Uhhhh…. I think itās nine? Nine sounds about right. Only one is posted.Ā
2. Whatās next on your āto-readā list? (Fan fiction or otherwise)
My reading list is highly dependent on how Iām feeling. I have some that are marked for when I want something dark and some that are marked for when I want fluffy and some for when I want something more comfortable but not too comfortable. I honestly donāt know what Iām going to read next, it just depends on how Iām feeling when I decide to read.Ā
Thanks!
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