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Three flowers means three things! lol

The first girl I was ever actually interested in was named Cassie. She had brown hair that she bleached streaks into and a bitchin’ spider tattoo. She knew I was into her, too, but I was too chickenshit to do anything about it. I was sixteen. If I could do it all over again I would’ve taken her up on her offer when she asked me if I’d ever kissed a girl. She was a bad girl, too. Sometimes I wonder what she’s up to now and if she’s doing okay.

I’m terrified of both space and the ocean but I’m a little obsessed with both. There’s just something about vast open spaces that don’t care about the existence of humanity, that have been here long before and will be long after us that I find both terrifying and comforting.

I started watching Supernatural when my father was in an accident and had to spend months in the hospital. It was the best way for me to escape the reality I was stuck in and it helped immensely.

Send me flowers, I’ll tell you whatever I want.

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When I was four I was given a baby doll for my birthday. He was my favorite toy for as long as I can remember and I played with him constantly. I made clothes for him and everything. The strange thing about this doll was that I named him Philo Klem. I’m not kidding. I have no idea where I got that name or why I gave him that name, but that was his name. And no one ever tried to get me to name that doll something sensible, either. He was just my baby, Philo.

Send me flowers, I’ll tell you whatever I want.

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During my senior year of high school, my AP English teacher was out for the entire year with health issues. As a result, we had a steady sub who wasn’t qualified to actually teach but was a super nice guy. He was the girl’s tennis coach and we called him Coach Pirate because he had an eye patch and a really long beard he actually braided. Three years later I met him again in college in a class on early Christianity. He was getting his degree so he could teach history.

Send me flowers, I’ll tell you whatever I want.

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When I was in first grade I broke my right arm (doing one of the aforementioned dumb things that I didn’t understand could hurt me). As a result, I learned spelling and handwriting with my left hand first. I’m more or less functionally ambidextrous and I do still switch hands occasionally when texting, eating, or writing.

Send me flowers, I’ll tell you whatever I want.

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I was a strange child who had trouble understanding that if I did things that could hurt me, I would get hurt. I once cut my upper lip in half with a pair of scissors because I wanted to see what would happen.

Send me a flower, I’ll tell you anything I want.

12 and 15 headcanons for Reylo? :)

12) Jewelry headcanon
Rey isn’t one for jewelry. She thinks it’s pretty, but she’s terrified of wearing it, forgetting about it, and getting it caught on engine parts. As such, she’ll only wear fancy ribbons or chains in her hair, and only to places she knows she’s not going to need to be practical, which is to say not very often.

Ben is a different story. He never, ever takes off his wedding ring and if that whole inherited governorship of a planet thing comes to pass, he’s not going to pass up a crown.

15) Singing headcanon
Rey sings to herself very, very quietly. Most of the time she just hums but occasionally, when she thinks no one is paying attention she’ll actually sing. Ben likes to listen, and even encourage her a bit with a few the the lullabies Leia used to sing to him as a child (they’re really the only songs he can remember at this point). Neither of them ever get to the point where they’re singing a long to whatever music is playing, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t music in their household. Like everything else about the two of them together, it’s quiet, understated, and intimate.

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Sam Winchester + 8, 18, 19, 20 (wincestiel or winjimstiel) pretty please

8) Sex headcanon
Sam may be very dominant in bed but he doesn’t like total and complete submission. He prefers sex to be like a game of tag where he’s the chaser and who he’s sleeping with is the runner.

18) Favorite possession headcanon
Sam has a lock box full of all of his favorite and most cherished things. It’s got photos of people who’ve passed, brochures from some of the weirder motels he and Dean have stayed in, what remains of his first utility knife, ticket stubs from plays and movies Dean took him to when they were kids, and other little things. The box itself is his most prized possession.

19) Favorite photograph headcanon
It’s a photo of himself, Dean, and Cas during the apocalypse. He has no idea who took it or when, but it was one moment of levity between the three of them. Dean’s laughing and Cas is smiling. They all look so much younger back then.

20) Relationship with/thoughts on _____ headcanon
So Sam was actually the one who wound up orchestrating the whole relationship between himself, Dean, and Cas, though it was mostly accidental. He’d finally given up on making any headway with Dean after he came back from Hell, despite their previous dalliances and figured Dean and Cas must’ve had something based on the way they circle around each other all the damn time. Eventually he realized neither of the idiots made a move and wound up harboring a small little crush on Cas himself. After years of nothing happening and no one doing anything about it, Sam finally reached the end of his patience and told Dean that if he wasn’t going to make a move, he was gonna ask Cas out. Dean called his bluff and Sam and Cas started dating. Of course then Dean got all pouty about it and one half-drunken revelation later, the three of them found themselves in a relationship.

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The Dragon’s Keep & Bang, Bang

The Dragon’s Keep is my wincest wip currently on Ao3! Dean is a dragon slayer who was raised by Lord Cain after his village was burned to the ground and his family killed by dragons. Sam, on the other hand, is a ¾ dragon (his mother was half, his father was completely dragon) who has been ostracized from his nest because he doesn’t think the way his kind treats humans is right. The two meet when Dean is separated from his adopted brother, Cas, during a hunt and Sam saves his life.

It’s a forbidden love/alliance kind of thing that I don’t want to spoil too much, but it involves self-discovery, bridging the gap between humans and dragons, and Sam accepting his rightful role as leader.

Bang, Bang (Daddy’s Little Psycho) is part of my Peacemaker ‘verse! It will be an actual fic with an actual plot that follows Jimmy as he reunites with Claire, the daughter he never knew he had. She’ll team up with Dean, Sam, Cas, and Jimmy to take revenge on the cult she and her mother were a part of after Amelia left Jimmy. Of course, more than just taking revenge on people who definitely deserve some jail time, Jimmy is concerned about whether or not his daughter is going to get sucked into the life he leads. Whether or not she does will remain to be seen…

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What’s the sadism/masochism one???

That one is a part of my Peacemaker ‘verse! (Poly Serial Killers)

It will have to be re-worked before I actually post it because I changed details but it’s essentially PWP and Cas retaliating against Dean for the events of What You’re Good For (wherein Dean humiliates Jimmy). Cas gags Dean, canes him, and might choke him (I haven’t decided yet), so generally not good BDSM.

It’s a very… not good ‘verse lol.

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Home or Something like it!

Home or Something Like It is my Deanjimstiel A/B/O wip currently on Ao3! It will be updated (possibly even with the last three chapters all at once) soon. (I am just super not used to writing so much smut in one fic and it’s rough.)

It’s a porn-is-the-plot fic in which Dean, an omega, moves into suite-style dorms at college and meets twins Jimmy, a strangely territorial omega, and Castiel, an oddly passive alpha. The PoV alternates between the three and their varying levels of awareness about what’s going on and why they’re so interested in each other. And yes, they boink like bunnies.

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