Ask thingy! 25 and 30 – if you haven’t answered already about those :D

25. What’s your most popular fanfic?


Oh, that’s hard to measure. I’m honestly not sure. 
By kudos it’s This Is All Your Fault, which is a short smutty a/b/o one-shot.
By bookmarks, it’s Under the Surface
By number of rec lists I’ve seen it one it’s Night at the Fish Zoo. (And I mean serious rec lists, not part of Coldest Hits, which was what this was written for.)

30. What inspires you to write?


Lots of things. I’m inspired by music a lot, but I’m also inspired by random ideas that pop into my head and demand to be written. Mostly, though, I write what I want to read. 

Thanks! 

Asky things!

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20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?


A few, yeah. DCJ, wincest, wincestiel, just to name some. 

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote?

This one! It was way back before I even really understood tagging or how to fanfic but I wanted something on my Ao3 so this is what happened. It’s awful lol. 

27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?


Both suck but I think I hate titles more. Summaries are just “X happens to Y and oooh, mystery!” but titles are supposed to make the readers want to read it and summarize what the whole point is and it’s a mess. Fuck titles. 

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why? 
Oh boy. Um… it depends on what you’re into. 
If you don’t mind taboo relationships, Some Things Last is probably my current favorite. I think, in an odd way, it’s a love letter to my anxiety. I know that sounds strange and anxiety really isn’t any fun but this fic was heavily influenced by my own anxiety and my struggle with self-destructive behaviors. It’s not like a “I’m glad I have anxiety” thing, but more of a “this is what it feels like” kind of thing and I’m very proud of it. 
If you’re not into that I’d say Forget-Me-Not is another one I’d recommend. I still love this one. It’s about grief and living through that. It’s also megstiel, which is still one of my favorite ships. I had feelings about the way things ended and I just needed to write them, so this is what happened. 
And, this will make you happy, Tori, but Cat’s Cradle is another one I think showcases some of my strengths. It’s not my favorite fic but I think I’ve done a pretty good job with it. I really like the way I’ve unraveled the world and the relationship between Sam and Cas. It’ll be finished by the end of the week, so if you’re concerned about reading a WIP you shouldn’t be. 

Thanks! 

Ask thingys if you still wanna. 

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5. Which fandoms have your written fanfiction for?


So far it’s only been Supernatural and Star Wars but I’m thinking of branching into DC and Marvel for a few one-shots. 

15. Is there an obscure ship which you love?


Dean/Ketch is definitely one I adore that was pretty obscure for a while. And by obscure I mean I knew everyone who was writing fic for it because it was literally me and four other people. It’s still pretty small but I’m glad more folks seem to be enjoying it. 

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles?


It depends. Sometimes it’s a line for the fic, sometimes it’s a line from a song I listen to while writing, sometimes it just pops into my head. Other times it’s a terrible pun.

39. What is you greatest strength as a writer?

Fuck, I dunno. 

41. List and link to 5 fanfics you are currently reading:

Oh, boy. I’m pretty sure all of these are gonna be WIPs. 

I’d Like My Obituary to Hint at a Sequel by violetwilson (T, Star Wars, Reylo, Modern gothic AU) This fic is beautiful. It’s got the gothic aesthetic going on but it’s not gloomy and it doesn’t feel bound for ruin the way a lot of gothic literature does. It’s eerie and spooky at times, but it’s also lighthearted and pretty funny in places. 

Summer Heat by IshaRen (E, Star Wars, Reylo, A/B/O AU) So I’m always interested to see how different authors do a/b/o and in different fandoms and this take was totally different from what I’m used to. Alphas are considered more dangerous than betas, and they’re heavily tracked and monitored… or worse. Omegas are very, very rare and possibly dying out. The atmosphere is engaging and the tension is palpable. 

Alone With You by @samanddeaninpanties (E, Supernatural, Modern AU, Sastiel) It’s a sex work positive sex worker fic! I really love Cas being not so confident and dealing with his past baggage, Sam being sexually confident but not super confident with the whole relationship thing, and Dean being way overprotective. It’s a take I don’t see a lot and I’m definitely here for. Also, Cas and Jack are super sweet together and I love it. 

I think those are the only ones I’m currently reading. I have some on my “to read” list but I think most of them are short. 

48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not?


I try to. A lot of times I read really late at night (usually until I fall asleep) so I forget to comment on every chapter but I do try to leave at least one comment on the end of the fic. Comments are important for writers. 

Thanks! 

Asky thingys!

This may seem kinda weird, but do you have or know of any sources about how Problematic Things™ in fiction and fanfiction will not neccesarily normalize those things in real life? I’m having a discussion about censorship with some people and trying to build an argument about why fiction should never be policed or censored.

Thanks! 😊 The discussion specifically started between the shipping of Deadpool and Tom Holland’s Spiderman. So I guess the Problematic Thing initially started as age differences in relationships. It’s kind of expanded from there. I’m just trying to say that fiction shouldn’t be policed, and the idea that it “affects reality” isn’t a good reason to control content. Thanks for the blog rec, I’ll check it out!

I’m sorry it’s taken me so long, anon. I’ve been super busy this week and I haven’t really had the time to actually sit down and find things for you. I hope that this helps, though. 

Cool! Gotcha! (I’m sorry I’m going to be presumptuous and assume you’re American for this one b/c I know American legal stuff and I’m gonna be throwing some supreme court stuff at you.) 

So it’s kind of tough to actually give you sources on this topic. A lot of what I’ve found revolves around “media” in general and not fiction specifically. On top of that, things that do study specific media tend to zero in on specific topics (violent video games, romance novels with abusive or borderline abusive male leads, ect) so it’s difficult to actually approach this holistically. Fanfiction on it’s own isn’t really studied as much as I feel it should be, either, so we don’t actually have much in terms of how Problematic topics in fanfic affect those who read them. We don’t actually know how and what about fanfic might influence readers, or in what way, and all we really have at this point in anecdotal evidence which doesn’t really help if you want real sources. 

I will say, as just a bit of advice, if you’re arguing with folks on tumblr there’s probably nothing you can say to them that will change their minds if they already have a strong opinion. It doesn’t matter what ship it is, how you write it, or why you write it, if someone is really determined that some kinds of fiction just shouldn’t exist and they’re willing to throw around the “affects reality” argument in order to convince you you’re wrong, they don’t care. A lot of the arguments on tumblr aren’t actually about principles, they’re about ship wars and there’s not a damn thing you can do when it comes to someone’s OTP. It’s worth keeping in mind, too, that anti-censorship is more of a principle than anything else. 

First, normalization. If you don’t have a definition of normalization already, here’s a link to the wikipedia article that gives a brief definition of what the term means in a sociological context. It’s important to note, too, that normalization isn’t something that’s done through just one channel, nor is it completely the same in every group that has it’s own culture. (For certain groups of fans it’s considered “normal” to talk about sex and sexuality as honestly and openly as one wants to. This isn’t necessarily “normal” for other groups in other contexts, however.) Normalization is a process. 

Second, fiction in general can contribute to normalization of any given thing but it’s not the sole factor. It’s difficult to find sources on this that aren’t either behind a pay wall or very small sample-size wise for just plan fiction. This link might be helpful in illustrating that, while there could be a link between violent media and aggressive behavior, the extent to which violent media actually causes violent behavior is unknown and possibly more complex than we’re equipped to study currently. It also has references to other things that might be helpful to read. Here’s an article on psychology today about the lack of a link between violent video games and violence IRL. Here’s a HuffPo article specifically about whether or not pornography leads to sexual violence (the answer is no according to the article and the study they cite). Because let’s be honest, the folks you’re going to run into are often more concerned about the sexual content of the fanfic and fiction they’re railing against. This article talks about the potential reason we’re drawn to violent media; we like the thrill without the danger. 

That psych today article on violent video games includes reference to a Supreme Court decision where the court struck down a California law that barred the sale and rental of violent video games to anyone under 18. I suggest you read the majority opinion on that case because it specifically deals with whether or not limitations should be put on whether or not children should be allowed access to violent media. I would also take a look at the US obscenity laws here .  Obscenity laws are more helpful for arguing principles than they are for the normalization arguments because that third clause in the test for whether a piece violates US law specifically takes into account literary, artistic, and political merit. This means that we can often find things absolutely repugnant, but that doesn’t mean they shouldn’t exist. These laws make the standard in favor of expression and not disgust. 

So now here’s the tricky thing – fiction can and does impact the real world. We can be inspired by art to make changes in our world. Seeing someone who looks like you or struggles with the same issues as you do in a fictional world can mean a lot for a lot of people. It can be inspiring or completely disheartening. Fiction can make us more empathetic, too. So yes, fiction does have an impact on us. I mean, we’ve only been telling ourselves stories for as long as we’ve been human so I don’t think it can be stated enough that it’s really a part of who we are as a species. It shapes us and we shape it. The question in my mind, though, is whether art reflects life or life reflects art. I’m of the opinion that it’s both, but we don’t tend to write or depict “problematic” things in our art out of nowhere. A lot of the things folks get bent out of shape about in fanfic happens in real life and they’re worried that somehow fic is going to make it seem “okay” if it’s a) not properly demonized or b) written about at all. (No one really complains that depicting dragons razing villages is going to cause more arson, you know?) However, the evidence doesn’t really seem to support the idea that depicting abnormal or immoral things will encourage abnormal or immoral behavior. 

I hope this helped, anon. And I hope you get many hours of enjoyment out of spideypool! Sorry for taking so long, lol. 

I feel like me playing the assumption game would be cheating cause I already know more than the average follower I’d like to think? But ok. I’ll bite. You are: a fan of mismatched socks. I bet you sing in the shower. Or at least talk to yourself ;)

I would say you definitely know me better than the average bear lol. 

I thought you knew about the mismatched socks thing, because yes definitely I am a fan. And I totally talk to myself in the shower. I don’t sing because I’m an awful singer, but I do talk to myself. 

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17 : Do you make soundtracks for each story?

Oh yes! Most of my longer works have playlists that I spend a little too much time picking out and arranging. 

28 : On a scale of 1-10, how much do you stress about choosing character names? 

Uh… 2. In fanfic it’s easy because they already have names and I don’t have to worry about it. In original fic the characters just kinda show up with names attached. I’m not the kind of person who gets overly sentimental about what my characters are called. 

Thanks! 

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