dean/benny/cas football team tryouts :D :D :D

Oh gods. I know nothing about football so I’m gonna go with soccer instead. That’s technically still football, right? 

Castiel was staring Benny down as he settled into his stance at the goal, rocking from side to side on the balls of his feet. He’d have to score at least four goals to win the bet he and his boyfriends had made and then he’d be out of dish-washing duty for the next month. 

As coach Singer blew his whistle and Castiel sent the ball sailing into the back of the net, he almost felt bad. Maybe he should’ve told them he’d been playing since he was four. 

3 (or there’s abouts) Sentence AUs!

@omgbubblesomg replied to your post “I was tagged by @justanothersaltandburn. Thank you! 

If I were a…”

Tom Odell ������

(those are heart eye emoijis. which no one can see unfortunately) 

Right? I love his freaking voice! He’s so haunting and sad and I love it. I actually stumbled on to his music last year and one of his songs helped me pull the ending of my dcj bang together. And I totally stole the title of that bang from one of his songs. He’s definitely one of my new faves. 

@omgbubblesomg I just wanted to say this here b/c I thought it was interesting but I also didn’t wanna be That Guy derailing my own post BUT…

There’s an interesting intersection where astrology (and astronomy because they used to be the same thing), “magic”, and religion collide with the development of medicine. Europe and the Middle East during the Early Modern period especially was full of “spells” designed to cure ailments and make cucumbers grow and all kinds of neat stuff. In a lot of ways it was a precursor to actual scientific practice in things like medicine, botony, and astronomy.

But of course that was then and this is now and astrology and witchcraft and religion aren’t science.

11, 23, 45! (And maybe 26??? 😉😉)

11: If you could bring back any character, would you? If so, whom?
This question bites because there are so many good options and I miss so many of the characters but it’s gonna have to be Eileen. I miss her. She was smart and witty and bad ass and the way she was killed was bullshit. 
23: Who’s your favorite demon?
Meg! I adored Meg! She was one of the few characters that had a successful redemption before she died (I think you pass the Dean Winchester buddy test when you get to drive the car, you know?) and she was super fun. I loved to hate her, then I loved her, then I was sad when she left. Definitely my favorite demon. 
45: What is your favorite moment from any of the gag reels?
Hmmm. I think so far my favorite is the one in season 11 where Jensen/Dean is complaining about Sully and he’s like “He’s got rainbow suspenders!” and Jared/Sam says “So do you!” without missing a beat. It’s a funny moment to me and I’m not 100% sure why but I love it. Maybe b/c it’s a little like what Sam totally would say if Dean also had rainbow suspenders? Idk, I found it fun. 
26: Have you ever had a dream about Supernatural/the characters/the actors? If so, can you describe what you remember?
Why yes, I have had an almost sex dream about Dean Winchester. Almost because my brain is a dick and woke me up before we got to the good parts. All I remember now was sitting down in a bar and getting hit on, which, totally great but that’s as far as it got, unfortunately. 

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5, 14, 30!

5. Books or authors that influenced your style the most.


I actually really try not to let too many books or authors influence how I write, but it happens whether or not I want it to, I find. I will say that real life relationships with a few authors have definitely changed the way I write. 
Steve Brewer and Dan Mueller are a few authors I’ve known personally who have influenced me to write differently through mentor/student relationships. Steve helped me to make my writing funnier and Dan helped me tighten things and learn how to write from the eyes of a character instead of outside of them. Both of these men have really helped me change my style and focus on my strong suits. 

…. and now you’re all aware of how badly i half-ass my fanfic. oops

14. What’s the most research you ever put into a book?


Hmmm. I’ve done smatterings of research here and there, like looking up illnesses and discussing them with relevant people when I can, researching gender (which, funny story, that’s how I realized I’m genderfluid) and watching videos on everything from octopus behavior to pole dancing. If I’m curious about a thing or want to get something right, like gender or mental illness, I try to talk to people who know a thing or two and those things. Or I’ll check out youtube. Youtube and be great for things like that. 

Most of my fics are kind of based on something I have some knowledge about irl. Like, when I was in college I took a whole class on piracy so I used what I knew to form the basis of Under the Surface. Jimmy’s anxiety in Some Things Last is based on my own (and the whole getting outed and kicked out of school happened to my cousin). Safe and Sound was set in Albuquerque and had hot air balloons b/c I grew up in ‘burque and have seen so many take off and land over the years (never been in one, though). I’ve been to a drag show (Jimmy, Jemma, and Cas) but that was like an amateur night competition so it probably shows that basically everyone sings in that fic. My family is full of undertakers (Passive-Aggressive Undertaking and Peacemaker). The list goes on and on. 

In a lot of ways, my life is research for my fics. I take what I know and have experienced and throw it into fiction. 

30. Favorite line you’ve ever written.

This is the hardest question ever! FUck. I’m cheating. This is my favorite… scene. 

He talks to Meg every day. He only does it when he’s alone, but it starts to help. He thinks it’s a little like prayer, even if she can’t hear him and nothing will happen because of it. Actually, it’s a lot like prayer.

After a while, it stops being a lament and becomes about his life. He tells her about his plans for the garden and about the new tomes he and Sam are working on translating. He tells her when Sam starts dating a hunter named Eileen, and when Dean meets a man named Aaron. He tells her about the new crib he and Dean are building for Sam’s first child and he tears up years later when he tells her how little Deanna Winchester asked if her “Uncle Cas” could take over reading bedtime stories to her and her brother Henry.

He talks about the waitresses that flirt with him in the various diners he’s been to across the country, and can practically see her scowl in his mind. He tells her about Marge, who runs the dinner in Jewell who’s pushing seventy and dies her hair pink. He tells her about the new computers and smart phones he refuses to use and he can imagine her calling him an old man.

He tells her about his job at the library and the friends he makes there. He talks about writing a book about his life and selling it as fiction and decides against it several times. He introduces her to the cat he adopts from the animal shelter when he brings the fur-ball to sit with him in the garden. He imagines her full-bodied laughter the first time the cat chases a bird into the bird bath and gets drenched.

He tells her when his hair starts going grey and about his first pair of glasses, as he’s nearsighted now. He complains to her about his stiff joints and about the carpal tunnel in his wrists. He complains to her when he realizes he’s lost almost all the Korean he knew. He tells her he’s afraid of dying.

One day, in the middle of March, he doesn’t return to his garden.

From Forget-Me-Not

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