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rosemoonweaver:

intotheruins:

@rosemoonweaver replied to your post:
The “pure” side of tumblr: everything must be..

Truely you are a fandom hero   

LOL, I just hit the “fuck it” boiling point, I think. The scary thing is that fic I described? Totally writing it. Complete with bestiality mention. It’s just a freaking bizarre crossover and I’m pretty sure only two people are reading it, heh. 

Also… going to have a total autistic moment here and ask: what was the tone of your response meant to be? lol sorry, I suck X_X.

It was a compliment, don’t worry. More of a “hell yeah, do it!” kind of tone. And don’t say that you suck! You don’t suck! Don’t make me be aggressively encouraging! Lol.

And I’m glad you’ve hit the “fuck it” boiling point. Write what you want and enjoy it! If other people don’t like it they can go to grass and eat weeds. I support you and your wild fic 110% .

Okay yay! Lol don’t worry, when I say I suck it’s more “I suck in this second but in a minute I’ll have forgotten why and be awesome again.” And half the time I say that and I’m actually thinking of sucking dick and then I’m like… damn why am I not doing that yet.

Erm, yes. Anyway. XD (it’s one of THOSE nights!)

GO TO GRASS AND EAT WEEDS. OMG. I LOVE THAT. I may steal that. I may tell my boss to do that tomorrow, actually. Just to see his face. He’s a dumbass anyway, he deserves to be confused. Also thank you for the support! ^_^. And now that I’m on this topic… what’s the weirdest thing you’ve written? (I may not answer until tomorrow, I gotta go crash. My sleep schedule changed on me and now I seem to sleep early, which. wtf. lol).

*snort* Sex on the brain, eh? Me too, lol. I really need to write some damn fic or something lol. And good. Be nice to yourself. 

My grandmother says it all the time. She’s got lots of older expressions that are great for telling someone to fuck off without telling them to fuck off. Your boss probably won’t have a clue what you’re saying and it will be great. lol. 

Oh gods. So, the weirdest thing I’ve ever written included the tag “No Actual Corpse Fucking” so that should probably give you an idea lol. It was a part of the serial killer AU series I’m working on. (winjimstiel) In which Jimmy is a necrophile (it’s a joke for myself based off one of the dumbest wanky points I’ve ever seen). It’s pretty much what you’re expecting, tbh. 

@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “I don’t handle emotions well. By my nature I am good at two things,…”

*hugs* maybe print out that story and burn that? I find symbolic stuff like that actually helps me a lot and redirects destructive impulses? Sorry if advice isn’t wanted right now it’s just a thought ignore me – *more hugs*

(I’d post a hug gif but they won’t load. ugh.) Thank you. 

It’s fine. It might actually help. I’ve burnt stuff before, usually in a ritual setting to sybolically get rid of it so it does help, but I don’t have the ink or paper for 100+ pages and I don’t really want to print smut at the library. I might just print a shorter story and burn it sybolically. Or I could write something new in ink and burn that. It would feel good to destroy something. 

It sucks. 

I really don’t want to stop writing but at this point right now it feels hollow. I’ll probably feel better in a few days (hence no rash decisions). Ugh.