It also doesn’t include all of your fics you’ve started but aren’t finished yet! So yeah. You definitely deserve a break. Oooh!!!! Yes!!! Posting it as a WIP could be really fun. You know I’d be one of those commenters freaking out 😉

That’s true. I’ve got a crapload of those, too.
The best thing about WIPs is the way people freak out and get excited about what’s gonna happen next.

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You’ve written so much this year already. Like. SO much. If I were you I would have been worn out regardless of what happened on the finale. That being said… glad to know I might still see the end result of your wincest idea. It’s definitely an amazing one worth exploring at your pace.

You know, I didn’t even really realize exactly how much I’ve done this year but AO3 says it’s like 73k and when I add my dcj bb it’s 135k. And that doesn’t include something else I still have yet to do and whatever I end up doing towards the last half of the year. So, yeah, I’ve written a hell of a lot more than I ever expected. I think a break is kinda deserved.
But yeah, I’m still totally gonna do it. (two words: dragon penis.) But just not right now. Maybe in a month or two I can get back at it and post it as a WIP. That way I’m a little bit ahead and I can get all those lovely “oh no! what’s gonna happen???” comments.

Take care of yourself first, no matter what. The writing will still be there in the future, as will we. You come first in your life! *hugs* Feel better though, I hope this helps.

*hugs* Thank you 🙂
It should help to take some of the pressure off myself. I definitely need to get myself in order but the ideas and stories are still there. I’ll likely still do them, but not right now. I’ll give myself some time to recharge and readjust because that’s what most important.

I’m a little sad (obviously I was really fucking excited about the Wincest BB) but you definitely need to take care of yourself first and foremost. So I’m happy and proud that you’re gonna practice self-care and focus on what will work best for you for once. You’re awesome.

Thank you 🙂
I mean, there’s no law that says I can’t still write it, of course. I probably still will because I love the idea but it just might take me a bit longer and there won’t be art.

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well, you do produce a hell of a lot of fic so it makes sense you don’t remember it all. i’ve got one or two fics that i remember really well but that’s because they’re close to my heart. half the time I don’t remember what I wrote the day before

@rosemoonweaver Thank God, I really thought I was losing my memory. It was so sharp when I was a teenager. I started to realize it when I got asked for a sequel to my Tanner fic – I couldn’t remember anything more than the piercing and who bottomed, despite remembering having done a ton of research for the fic itself, and it really hit me when I was talking to a friend last night about my Rare Ship from this month, the Dean/Ketch – it was only published a week or so ago and aside from the general vague – treasure hunters aztec gold thing – I could not remember details. 

I feel ya. I kind of blame my mental illness for my lack of memory power but it could also be part of getting older and having more important things to remember. 

When I was writing my DCJ bang I kept forgetting details like whether Cas or Jimmy initiated their relationship and how old Claire was. And now that Under the Surface is posted and finished I keep getting comments like ”I loved this conversation” or “Oh no, Alistair!” and I’m like …..I wrote that? When did I write that? Huh. Good job me. 

And I probably couldn’t tell you how many pairings/polyships I’ve written or who was involved without looking at my ao3.