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Dean’s first experience with another guy would probably go one of two ways I think, either teenage shameless flirting with a hot football jock and hurried handjobs/blowjobs in the janitors closet and a pat on the ass and maybe they do it a few times and the whole school knows and no one can blame them for it jesus they’re both so hot its not fair, or the second option is repressing shit and sidelong glances and lots of confusion until …

… he’s alone at a bar for the first time and someone puts their hands on his hips while he’s trying to hustle them at playing pool and the heavy heat, the solidity, the gruff voice and all that just Do Something and Dean ends up getting blown in the alley behind the bar. I mean, I’m sure there’s more options in there somewhere

See, I’m really into teenage Dean being super shy until he and the football jock get into the janitor’s closet, but that’s just me. BUT I’m also really into the second scenario. That just kills me. 

What is your favorite kind of fruit? Do you wear high heels? Do you have any set believes on the inherent morality or immorality of humankind on a whole? What are your opinions on clouds?

I like strawberries and mangos the best!

I do wear high heels. Not frequently enough to justify having 20 pairs, but I do wear them from time to time. 

In terms of humanity’s inherent morality/immorality, I tend to believe that humankind is about 51% moral and 49% immoral. Like, “moral” and “immoral” are such vague concepts but I generally think humankind wants to be better and wants to be moral but what’s “moral” is super dependent on where a person is in the world and in their lives. (Like, is it moral to punish a person for overkill if they kill in self-defense? I’d say no, but there are states that would disagree with me.) But like, humankind as a whole over the entire course of human history does seem to try to go forward and make things better for people, even if we backslide sometimes. So I’m pretty okay with saying we, as a whole are 51% moral. 

I love clouds. 🙂 I wish I got to see more of them on any given day, but I live in a desert so I see like one a day. 

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bendoverandbiteyourgag:

rosemoonweaver:

bendoverandbiteyourgag:

rosemoonweaver:

fssdfs, I made the mistake of telling my mom once that I write for a hobby and she immediately asked ‘oh, what do you write, can I read some?’ aaahahaaa no. No.

Oh, god. Yeah, that’s my ultimate fear. They know I write and that I write fanfic but they thankfully have not asked to see it yet. I don’t mind them reading my gen stuff (okay, that’s a lie, I do) but I might die if they found the less family friendly stuff.
My family has read my original stuff before. It’s less sexual but usually more violent. That also makes me want to crawl in a hole and hide, though. But then again that might be why they haven’t asked about the fanfic. lol.

Why is sharing something with a person you know so much more painful than posting it for strangers to see? I don’t get this, it’s like, you would think because you know them and like them and they’re supportive that it would be easier, but then, you can’t get away from them because you know them and what if they don’t like it? It’s strange. I don’t want my mom seeing my fanfic for very, very obvious reasons, but I also get uncomfortable thinking about Nick reading my fanfic when he’s been the direct source and inspiration for some of it? I talk about what I write with Nick, but I get squirmyweird thinking about him actually reading it. Is it just inadequacy issues? Idk. :/

I think it’s cause you have to actually see people you know if that makes any sense. Like, for me personally, if someone I care about is reading my work I’m gonna watch them read it or pace the bathroom until they finish reading it. And then you have to look them in the face and hear what they think. I’d much rather read a comment. Then at least I don’t have to look a person in the eyes while they tell me “yeah it was good” or “I didn’t like it” or whatever. That’s how I make sense of it. 

Right?? It’s like, you have to look them in the eye for the rest of eternity knowing that they know. It’s fucking awkward. 

Exactly.

bendoverandbiteyourgag:

rosemoonweaver:

fssdfs, I made the mistake of telling my mom once that I write for a hobby and she immediately asked ‘oh, what do you write, can I read some?’ aaahahaaa no. No.

Oh, god. Yeah, that’s my ultimate fear. They know I write and that I write fanfic but they thankfully have not asked to see it yet. I don’t mind them reading my gen stuff (okay, that’s a lie, I do) but I might die if they found the less family friendly stuff.
My family has read my original stuff before. It’s less sexual but usually more violent. That also makes me want to crawl in a hole and hide, though. But then again that might be why they haven’t asked about the fanfic. lol.

Why is sharing something with a person you know so much more painful than posting it for strangers to see? I don’t get this, it’s like, you would think because you know them and like them and they’re supportive that it would be easier, but then, you can’t get away from them because you know them and what if they don’t like it? It’s strange. I don’t want my mom seeing my fanfic for very, very obvious reasons, but I also get uncomfortable thinking about Nick reading my fanfic when he’s been the direct source and inspiration for some of it? I talk about what I write with Nick, but I get squirmyweird thinking about him actually reading it. Is it just inadequacy issues? Idk. :/

I think it’s cause you have to actually see people you know if that makes any sense. Like, for me personally, if someone I care about is reading my work I’m gonna watch them read it or pace the bathroom until they finish reading it. And then you have to look them in the face and hear what they think. I’d much rather read a comment. Then at least I don’t have to look a person in the eyes while they tell me “yeah it was good” or “I didn’t like it” or whatever. That’s how I make sense of it. 

fssdfs, I made the mistake of telling my mom once that I write for a hobby and she immediately asked ‘oh, what do you write, can I read some?’ aaahahaaa no. No.

Oh, god. Yeah, that’s my ultimate fear. They know I write and that I write fanfic but they thankfully have not asked to see it yet. I don’t mind them reading my gen stuff (okay, that’s a lie, I do) but I might die if they found the less family friendly stuff.
My family has read my original stuff before. It’s less sexual but usually more violent. That also makes me want to crawl in a hole and hide, though. But then again that might be why they haven’t asked about the fanfic. lol.

Oooh can I send you a few ships for the ship game? How about: CainxDean , MegxRuby, SamxCastiel ? :D Please and thank you!

CainDean

who’s the cuddler: Dean’s cuddly but he was a little worried that Cain wouldn’t appreciate it at first. Cain does though. 
who makes the bed: Cain. He’s a very tidy person.
who wakes up first: Also Cain. He has to. Gotta check on the apiaries early. 
who has the weird taste in music: Cain is more into blues and early jazz, so Dean thinks his music is weird. Cain on the other hand things Dean’s music is weird. 
who is more protective: Definitely Cain, but his main concern is protecting Dean from his own self-destructive thoughts. 
who sings in the shower: Dean likes to listen to Cain singing in the show. His voice is so smooth and deep. Dean sings off key. 
who cries during movies: They both do, but Dean’s more of a slobbery, sniffly crier. Cain is much more dignified and only cries during Titanic. 
who spends the most while out shopping: Cain is more likely to buy organic produce. Dean buys fun stuff. They spend about the same. 
who kisses more roughly: It’s actually Dean. Cain can be rough, but Dean is comfortable being rough with Cain when he wants to be. 
who is more dominate: Cain. 
gets jealous the most: They don’t get very jealous, actually. Cain is unconcerned when Dean flirts with other people (after all, it’s only natural he find other people attractive). Their relationship has a good basis of trust and honesty so they both know they don’t have to worry that someone else is going to snatch the other away. 
one headcanon I have: Cain seems like a hardass, but he’s actually very gentle with Dean. He knows what Dean needs and wants and they have a pretty good relationship. It started out as a D/s relationship for both of them but eventually, they kind of decided they might as well date because they worked really well together. 
nicknames: Do “Sir” and “Boy” count? 
my rating of the ship from 1-10: 8

Meg/Ruby 

Answered 🙂 

Sam/Castiel

who’s the cuddler: They’re both big cuddlers. When they’re asleep together, it’s sometimes hard to tell where one ends and where the other begins. 
who makes the bed: Cas. But it’s kind of half done at best. As long as the sheets are tucked where they’re supposed to be it’s good enough. 
who wakes up first: Sam. Cas will not get out of bed save for an emergency or fresh coffee. 
who has the weird taste in music: Sam. His music has banjos in it. Or, at least that’s what Cas thinks they are. He’s not really good at telling instruments apart. 
who is more protective: Cas. He’s super protective over Sam. 
who sings in the shower: Sam. 
who cries during movies: Sam. Cas only cries at movies if he’s a little tipsy. (In that case, it’s always a bad idea to watch Babe, Homeward Bound, Bambi, basically anything that’s remotely sad.)
who spends the most while out shopping: Sam. Unless they both want to try some new cheese or something, then they’re both complicit in the expense. 
who kisses more roughly: Sam. Cas is more of a nibbler. Sam bites. 
who is more dominate: Personality wise, it’s Cas. In the bedroom, it’s Sam. 
gets jealous the most: Cas is jealous of Sam’s compassion. Cas is a fairly kind person, but he once worked in customer service and had no patience for it. He’s pretty sure Sam has the patience of a saint. 
one headcanon I have: Sam had a huge crush on Cas for forever, but he wasn’t sure Cas would or could reciprocate. Cas did, of course, but he didn’t want to impose. 
nicknames: The obvious ones. “Angel” “Beloved” 
my rating of the ship from 1-10: 9.5

Send me a ship!