In addition to the 17 billion things I already want to write or plan on writing, I really want to write something from Han’s PoV. I have no idea what yet, but I wanna do something. He’s like this total mess of over thinking and impulse. Constantly thinking about what he’s going to do, how he’s going to do it, what Leia is going to think, convincing himself he’s a failure, talking himself up and down and sideways, always worrying 12 steps ahead of the already foregone worst case scenario, completely aware of it but unable to express much of it. He’ll go round and round with himself about why something is or isn’t a certain way, but screw you if you try to tell him how it’s gonna be! He’ll show you! He’ll do it right now, you watch! And of course it’s a surprise when spite or well intended impulsiveness actually pans out.

I just really, really like that. That’s my kind of disaster. I wanna write him.