Yet another character ask thingie – Ben Solo (or should I call him Kylo Ren???)

Asking the real questions, now, eh? To Ben or not to Ben… 
Practically everyone in the movies calls him Ben now, so it’s whatever at this point. 

Now let’s see how unpopular I can be. 

Why I like them: Where do I start? He’s Han and Leia’s son. He’s super OP. He’s pissed off at the world. He cries a lot. He’s lonely. He’s been targeted by a space demon since before he was born and it fucking shows. His conflict is that he feels pulled towards being a good person! Like… what kind of fucking villain…???!!!!
He’s extreme. He’s brutal. He’s a murderer. He’s blunt and honest (he very rarely lies). He’s conflicted and tortured by his own mind. His past is full of crap from near death at a young age, to public humiliation via finding out Vader was his granddad, to betrayal. He should be a perfect villain. 
BUT he’s lost. He’s throwing things at the wall and what sticks is what he goes with. He shows capacity for mercy and compassion in the first scene he’s in by doing nothing about Finn’s refusal to follow orders. He has the potential for light and dark. He *can* be softer, more patient, more understanding. He can be better than he initially appears. He’s layered and fascinating and he just kills. 
Why I don’t: He makes awful choices. I mean, I get why he does. He’s fucked up in a ton of different ways so poor decision making is kind of a given but dammit do I suffer when he does dumb stuff. 
Favorite episode (scene if movie): The hut scene in TLJ. I just love it because he only says one line “you’re not alone” and the rest of it is in his face. He looks so genuine and unsure, even to the point that his hand is shaking. You can feel the relief and the calm in that scene. And the of course the wide-eyed shock when Luke busts in. It’s a really good scene and I love that it allows him to just be compassionate. 
Favorite season/movie: The Last Jedi 
Favorite line: “I’m being torn apart. I want to be free of this pain.” from TFA because again, I believe this is genuine and it hurt to watch and I hate it but I think it sums up his motivations and desires really well. 
Favorite outfit: That dark flowy cape, cowl, tunic, thing he had going on in TFA.  
OTP: Reylo
Brotp: Ben and Finn. I think they could be good friends eventually and I want to see it so bad. 
Head Canon: I think he has dreams and visions, too. I think the reason he was instantly like “What girl!” in TFA is because he’d been seeing her in his dreams and meditations for a long time and he *needed* to know who the hell she was. (It would also explain the whole “the girl I’ve heard so much about” even though… there’s like zero reason to hear anything more than “some random girl was seen with that droid we want” and why he was so fixated on finding her.) Why is also the obvious question. My headcanon is that they’re cosmically tied and have been for a lot longer than their first meeting. 
Unpopular opinion: He’s not the villain. There, I said it!
He’s not the villain of the ST! Not really. He’s an anti-hero and his character arc is a redemption arc. IF he was meant to be the Big Bad he wouldn’t’ve ended his Then Let Me Be Evil moment alone, on his knees, cradling his father’s dice (symbolically representing his childhood). Emperor or no, if I am supposed to believe he’s a remorseless monster who’s finally come into his own as The Villain, he should be standing up shrouded in darkness or looking forward to evil, not with his head bowed, bathed in light. 
Also, this is Star Wars. Vader got redeemed. There’s nothing you can say to me that will make me believe he’s going to die bad. 
A wish: I want him to get his shit together. Just please, get your shit together, Ben. Leave the evil organization and be the person you’re being called to be. 
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: He just fuckin’ dies a villain, I guess. And everyone is happy about it. (Fuck that with a cactus.) 
5 words to best describe them: angry, lost, conflicted, powerful, broken
My nickname for them: I called him Renjamin the other day and my brother lost it so that’s what I’ve been calling him for a while now lol. 

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Soulless!sam

Why I like them: He’s scary. Like, I legit don’t want to be left alone with him because he’s scary and kind of indifferent to human life. 
Why I don’t: I dunno, it’s one of those things where I like Soulless!Sam for being so wrong, you know? Like, I like him because he’s nothing like what I like about Sam, so it’s hard to say there’s anything I *don’t* like. If that makes sense? I dunno if that makes any sense. 
Favorite episode (scene if movie): Live Free or Twihard because that was the first time I was like “there’s something really wrong with Sam and I don’t like it at all”. He wasn’t even *that* scary it was just… that’s not Sam… that can’t be Sam. And I’m still fond of it for that reason. 
Favorite season/movie: He’s only been in season 6, so… season 6! 
Favorite line: That little exchange where he’s talking about Dean being abducted and he says something like “it happened half an hour ago” and then just moves on with the conversation. Like, fucking brutal man. 
Favorite outfit: See this is dangerous b/c I don’t like any of Sam’s clothes and I don’t remember what he was wearing in season 6. Was he ever partially nude? Because if yes I pick that. 
OTP: Souless!Sam/Godstiel. Nightmare duo. 
Brotp: Souless!Sam and Demon!Dean. Another nightmare waiting to happen.
Head Canon: He puts peanut butter on the wrong side of the PB&J. 
Unpopular opinion: I have no clue what counts as an unpopular opinion here. Ummm….
Soulless!Sam is the best alternate Sam. 
A wish: That with-a-soul!Sam doesn’t still feel bad about what Soulless!Sam did. That’s a complicated kettle of fish but I hope he doesn’t hate himself for it. 
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Sam’s been without a soul the whole time muahhhahahaha! He’s been faking the past 7 seasons and he’s secretly bad this whole time!! (I shouldn’t be giving the writers ideas but it’s out there now) 
5 words to best describe them: indifferent, selfish, cold, twisted, delightfully-dastardly
My nickname for them: I don’t even know why this is a question b/c I don’t do this lol. 

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Just one more character ask game thing – Claire Novak

😀 My girl!

Why I like them: So much to love! She’s grumpy and she’s been let down by basically everyone in her life but she still wants to help people. She’s persistent and stubborn. She’s still girlie even though she’s basically a freelance killer lol. 
Why I don’t: In line with that whole stubborn thing, I wish she’d let people care about her, dammit! I know why she doesn’t but ugh! That’s less of a “i don’t like her because” and more of a “i don’t like this about her” thing, though. 
Favorite episode (scene if movie): Ladies Drink Free. I like the glimpse of her as a person struggling with her own personal issues and ends with her calling Jody. It was just nice to see her as a person. 
Favorite season/movie: Season 10 because we got more Claire again. 
Favorite line: “Eat me, Hasselhoff” because sass. 
Favorite outfit: Hair down, leather jacket from Wayward Sisters. Gorgeous! 
OTP: Claire/Kaia
Brotp: Claire and Dean, honestly. 
Head Canon: Claire isn’t straight. She’s so painfully not straight. 
Unpopular opinion: I really like that Claire is so pissed off and ready to run. I think it reflects the reality of her life and situation. She’s had every adult in her life except Jody fail her. Her whole world got screwed over when she was a kid. She’s not really gonna be willing to sit down and listen to adults when she’s had to figure it out and make her own rules for years. I like that a lot. 
A wish: I want her to feel like she has a soft place to fall and people to trust. 
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: She just dies for no reason and nothing is ever done with her character. 
5 words to best describe them: stubborn, self-reliant, closed-off, smart ass, determined 
My nickname for them: Once again, no nickname b/c I’m lame. 

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@samanddeaninpanties replied to your post “Another character ask thingie because I can – Jack”

One thing I enjoy about you is you seem to go through phases with ships (for rare pairs anyway). I still remember when you were here for Sam/Jack in a sort of shippy way 😉

lol. I do! It’s like, sometimes I’m super into one thing and then a few weeks later I’m not really. It’s like dessert, I guess. Sometimes I want cupcakes, sometimes I want cake, sometimes I want pie. It varies. 

Ask me again, next week, I’ll probably be shipping Jack and Sam. lol.