formidablepassion:

postmodernmulticoloredcloak:

I’m your mom.

This hurts so much because Sam knows what it is like to never know your mother. Sam knows what it is like to wonder what she was like. 

Sam wants to make sure that Jack has this video because it gives Jack what Sam never had. 

A mother.

Just the chance to see her image. To hear her voice. To get a glimpse into who she was. To know how much she loves loved him. This was a million percent more than what Sam himself ever had from Mary before her death. 

Then he lost her again once he finally got her back. After losing her a couple more times once she was already back. That is another story though.

Not only did Jack lose his mother like Sam but Jack also lost his Father (his chosen one in Castiel). So did Sam. Even if it wasn’t by death, Sam lost the chance to ever know John the way John could have been. The potential father that Sam and Dean both needed. 

Sam understands better than anyone in Jack’s life right now. Sam wants to give him the chances he never had. Sam wants to protect Jack and raise him as good. Sam wants Dean to see the good in Jack the same way Dean saw the good in Sam. 

But first Sam wants to give Jack the only thing he has left of his mother other than his humanity.