this is awkward but i need your help

hanni-bunny-lecter:

deanirae:

I feel extremely weird doing this
but it seems that I have no other way to sort things out unless a miracle anvil
falls on my head and puts me out of my misery. I have to ask for help because
my dad is poor as hell too and my country’s Healthcare system only makes sense
in theory and sadly things are worse than i thought they would get.

I’m Sara, 27, and I was born with
cerebral palsy that affects the right side of my body, rendering it more of an
ornament than limbs i could use the way most people do. Until recently I managed
quite well in day to day functioning, putting all the stress and work on my
left side limbs.

In december 2016, on my way from
my amazing minimum wage job, i got hit by a car, unfortunately on my left side.
In the following months, until basically just now, there were wrong diagnoses
involved. My left ankle was sprained and broken, my spine got injured and i
also had a broken elbow. Plus a ripped forehead, minor head injury and general
long lasting pain from the impacts.

Or at least, that was what the
doctor thought bc he wouldn’t listen to me complaining that the arm (and back
and leg too but those aren’t even treatable) keeps getting worse even when i
try to do the most mundane stuff. „The bone healed, u just in pain bc u fat,
stop bein fat,” he kept saying. But I wouldn’t stop complaining bc the pain im
experiencing every waking hour never goes away and sometimes it’s so bad i can’t
compare it with anything and hey i used to write for a living.

Recently he finally gave in and
sent me to an EMG. Turns out I have two nerves damaged, one of them severely. I
got even switched to opioids (tramadol). And I’m in need of further diagnostics
tests and a surgery.

The Beautiful Polish Healthcare
system wants me to wait 9 months to get the MRI i need if I sign up now and 6 years
for the surgery in an okayish hospital. A year or two in a hospital that’s that
kind of a spot where you go to die. And even there they aren’t sure how long
because 1) they have contract issues and just don’t know when they can do a surgery
2) I’d have to wait months to have their doctor see me and tell if they even do
that kind of a surgery.

I don’t have that kind of time.
Basic tasks are taking a toll on me, my boss decided to get rid of me behind my
back and he purposely makes things harder. In my current state I can’t even try
to find a job anywhere. And I need to pay the bills like everyone else, I
already kind of wasn’t getting by on the minimum wage.

The only thing that can
potentially get me back on the job market soon (circa 2 months for the surgery,
around 6 for rehabilitation knowing my luck) is getting the MRI and surgery
done in private facilities. I need 450 zł for the MRI, 150 zł for the
consultation with the clinic’s doctor and 2500 zł for the surgery itself,
assuming they perform it there bc i need to get the MRI first to see if a more
complicated and expensive treatment isn’t necessary.

That’s like 820 $ and I’m like Holy
Crap because my monthly income is 388$, where 206$ is my bills alone so I got
like 182$ to get food, medicine, stuff for home, transportation, anything. So
it’s kind of astronomical for me. And if I get fired soon, I won’t even have
that 388$.

I already have a 1143$ debt from
few years back (i was jobless for months and had to pay for my living) I’m
still not able to pay back. And I also still have 1265$ of the student’s loan
left to pay which my dad is helping me with so it’s really hard for us.

So please, if you could help me
raise the money for the arm surgery (820$/3100zł), I’d be grateful until the
end of my days.  

I can’t offer anything in return
now, but when i get better, I can promise you SPN fics based on your prompts.
Here’s where you can find my stories to check my skills & style.

Here’s my paypal where you can
help me.

You can also help me by
reblogging this post :)).

Thank you in advance,

PS. If you need any proof im not
making this story up for money, let me know and I’ll show you accident/treatment
documentation or sth

– sari adri, the deanirae person

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