Like, on one hand: the feedback is wonderful. I thrive on it. On the other: the audience is sooooo much smaller. Especially if your rare pair/threesome didn’t really exist yet.

Yeah. I just don’t know though. It’s like… I get that there isn’t much of an audience to be found in rare pairs, I do, but like… I feel like I have to beg for attention half the time and that feels really icky. I dunno. If I wanted to write and get basically no reaction to it I would have kept trying to publish in magazines.
I know I’m just complaining but it’s just not any fun when four of the most recent things I’ve written have a grand total of 13 kudos combined.