oh that’s the “cure” I hate the most

Honestly, me, too. Like, she doesn’t even know that I’m not Christian so I think that makes it even worse. Like, what, am I just supposed to pray harder and suddenly I’ll feel better? I’ve tried. I tried for years to pray away all the “bad” things that were wrong with me but it didn’t work. I wish instead of trying to figure out how to “talk to me” about my illness and get me to go to church with her she’d actually talk to me about it and listen when I tell her it’s a illness, not a mindset