So I’ve had some time to think and I’ve decided I’m dropping out of the Wincest and DeanCas Big Bangs. JIB has definitely made me feel better, but I’m not in the best mental place regardless so taking on several large writing projects is not in my best interest. I’ve been using writing to avoid dealing with my own issues and, obviously, it’s not working. So I need to really work on getting myself better and quit avoiding my own problems. 

HOWEVER 

I’m not going to stop writing completely. I have a few things I still want to do and fics I’m going to post so I’m not giving up on it. I’m just cutting back and cutting myself some slack. I’ve still got my DCJ BB which posts Thursday (5/25) and a few rare pairs this month, plus the poly bingo. I’m sorry to those who wanted to see my other two BBs but I gotta put myself first. Posting smaller things at my own pace will be better for me, I think. 

But, if you’re interested in my DCJ BB or want to be tagged in smaller stuff I post, let me know or add yourself to my tag list. 

I’m still writing, just taking things slower, and I think I just needed a shock to see that I need to go easier on myself and quit pushing so hard. 

Thanks, friends. ❤