@unforth-ninawaters replied to your post “I don’t handle emotions well. By my nature I am good at two things,…”

*hugs* maybe print out that story and burn that? I find symbolic stuff like that actually helps me a lot and redirects destructive impulses? Sorry if advice isn’t wanted right now it’s just a thought ignore me – *more hugs*

(I’d post a hug gif but they won’t load. ugh.) Thank you. 

It’s fine. It might actually help. I’ve burnt stuff before, usually in a ritual setting to sybolically get rid of it so it does help, but I don’t have the ink or paper for 100+ pages and I don’t really want to print smut at the library. I might just print a shorter story and burn it sybolically. Or I could write something new in ink and burn that. It would feel good to destroy something. 

It sucks. 

I really don’t want to stop writing but at this point right now it feels hollow. I’ll probably feel better in a few days (hence no rash decisions). Ugh.